POWER = responsibility
LISTEN
TO
YOUR
INTUITION,
every
subtle
nuance
of
it.
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Hi everyone. I hope everything is going well with you all, and that your ability to recognize that it is going well is going well also. Have a wonderful week, and please do something to make the world a better place, by healing yourself and working on your own personal issues and...
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LISTEN
TO
YOUR
INTUITION,
every
subtle
nuance
of
it.
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Hi everyone. I hope everything is going well with you all, and that your ability to recognize that it is going well is going well also. Have a wonderful week, and please do something to make the world a better place, by healing yourself and working on your own personal issues and...
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Ive been in the studio all week long. At the moment there are technical difficulties with the hardrive, and there is a little down time, and we are hoping everything gets up and running again soon. We will be producing an demo/album (its a demo, but it has enough tracks to be an album) with three secret tracks. The secret tracks are the happy gay...
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sigma:
"And there is more than one tree of life"...????
I have never heard this. If there are they must corrispond to different universes.
Anyways, I'll look at that book when I get the chance, probably over passover.
I studied Sefer Yitzirah, the big Kaplan 4 book version with multiple interpretations.
To be honest I didn't go too deep. It goes deep enough for a lifetime and I only gave it a year. I don't remember all the insights I gained back then, I just know that I needed them to solidify my beleifs and to make the bible make sense to me and it did all that. Now my beleifs are solid and I worry about less esoteric things most the time.
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I have never heard this. If there are they must corrispond to different universes.
Anyways, I'll look at that book when I get the chance, probably over passover.
I studied Sefer Yitzirah, the big Kaplan 4 book version with multiple interpretations.
To be honest I didn't go too deep. It goes deep enough for a lifetime and I only gave it a year. I don't remember all the insights I gained back then, I just know that I needed them to solidify my beleifs and to make the bible make sense to me and it did all that. Now my beleifs are solid and I worry about less esoteric things most the time.
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sigma:
"Do not mistake temptaion for opportunity."
Thank you, I SO needed to here that right now. I've got this chick who keeps coming onto me but if I get with her I'll loose a relationship that I can't afford to loose right now.
Thank you, I was tempted for a moment.
Thank you, I SO needed to here that right now. I've got this chick who keeps coming onto me but if I get with her I'll loose a relationship that I can't afford to loose right now.
Thank you, I was tempted for a moment.
"Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed citizens can change the world. Indeed, it's the only thing that ever has." -Margaret Mead
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Been sick as a dog working in the studio all day and yesterday working on helping No Room To Breathe get a demo together. A good learning experience. Man, this whole journal entry is like all music related.
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Been sick as a dog working in the studio all day and yesterday working on helping No Room To Breathe get a demo together. A good learning experience. Man, this whole journal entry is like all music related.
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yummysugah:
r&b - soul, that's my kinda music 
smuffy:
Hi alhim.
I was away for a few days so I'm just getting back to you now.
Thank you for the education and the links. You seem very spiritual and such. I can't seem to be able to calm myself down long enough to even relax never mind finding my center or what not. LOL.
Oh what kind of band are you in? What kind of music do you play?
I was away for a few days so I'm just getting back to you now.
Thank you for the education and the links. You seem very spiritual and such. I can't seem to be able to calm myself down long enough to even relax never mind finding my center or what not. LOL.
Oh what kind of band are you in? What kind of music do you play?
I am reminded of blue lotus and salvia divinorum. Birth is like a gateway. Remembreance of a passageway. Back through the gateway of the womb, and to the stars. All memory returns. Childhood and beyond. The creature amongst autumn leaves scurry up to me. They can speak. I can hear. An experience up there with birth and death.
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smuffy:
I think your comments on the fukked up thread have rocked. You are very funny.
But I am curious if Alhim is not a Muslim name, then what is it?
But I am curious if Alhim is not a Muslim name, then what is it?
smuffy:
Cool.
Thank you for the education.
How did you get a Hebrew name and why?
Thank you for the education.
How did you get a Hebrew name and why?
Hey I need some recomendations. Everything I have read in the last 5-6 years has been a very serious spiritual, metaphysical, esoteric, ecological, or scientific writing, with some occasional poetry thrown in. I would like to read some fiction, maybe a great classical fiction work, or just some fiction for once. It would be great. So, any recommendations?
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Oh, and Happy Belated Valentines Day...
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Oh, and Happy Belated Valentines Day...
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alhim:
I got to stop accidently posting in my own journal.
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sigma:
Italians are damn good people. They just shouldn't have followed Saruman...erm, I mean Mussilini.
No but honestly, of all the Europeans the Italians are my fav. Damn chilled out.
Jews can fucking party at times, go to a synogogue on Purim sometime. You know who else can party? Fucking Greeks; they are such a trip!!!
Not to be completely ethnocentric and nationalistic but, to be utterly honest, no one can out-party the Israelies. NO ONE.
You ever come over here and I'll party you to pieces...after Ms. Yummie has had her way with you ofcource.
No but honestly, of all the Europeans the Italians are my fav. Damn chilled out.
Jews can fucking party at times, go to a synogogue on Purim sometime. You know who else can party? Fucking Greeks; they are such a trip!!!
Not to be completely ethnocentric and nationalistic but, to be utterly honest, no one can out-party the Israelies. NO ONE.
You ever come over here and I'll party you to pieces...after Ms. Yummie has had her way with you ofcource.
Watched 'The Hours' tonight and followed it with food and many hours of great conversation.
I have so much to say, but must sleep.
Poetry is better left to bigger hands. Beauty is not a sensual affair, though visible through the senses. If your eyes chase the sensuos details, dizziness and forgetfullness ensue. Lest the leaf think it is a tree, in its delusion.
Ehyeh...
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I have so much to say, but must sleep.
Poetry is better left to bigger hands. Beauty is not a sensual affair, though visible through the senses. If your eyes chase the sensuos details, dizziness and forgetfullness ensue. Lest the leaf think it is a tree, in its delusion.
Ehyeh...
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sigma:
No, you think therefore you are.
Only The Source can say it is therefore it is with conviction.
Only The Source can say it is therefore it is with conviction.
peggy:
I used to work in Bridgeville....took me damn near an hour everyday just to get there. Have you ever been to the Rhythm House Cafe?
3 hours of sleep yesterday and 3 hours of sleep today, an all day bodyworking kinesiology workshop, and then straight to band practice all night long. Im tired.
It has been an honour training under Dave Phish, and a great experience, there is so much to integrate, practice and learn after just one day. And many more to come. Im sure the rest of the...
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It has been an honour training under Dave Phish, and a great experience, there is so much to integrate, practice and learn after just one day. And many more to come. Im sure the rest of the...
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sigma:
um...thanks.
We pronounce it Sphirot in Hebrew, not Sephiroth. Sephiroth is a very very evil video game character.
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We pronounce it Sphirot in Hebrew, not Sephiroth. Sephiroth is a very very evil video game character.
[Edited on Feb 09, 2004 12:08AM]
alhim:
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journal post deleted, due to me feeling it was a bit too deep and sacred for suicidegirls.com. will be replaced with some mindless babble soon.
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sjtwelve:
skip the mindless babble. write a poem.
yummysugah:
You're HOT.
Don'tcha argue with me about it.
Don'tcha argue with me about it.
A gig in Meadville on Valentines day, and another benefit event in three weeks. How we are going to pull this off I dont know. We might even play one cover this time, even though I dont want to, what should it be?
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I have such weird ways of masturbation. I dont masturbate often, but when I do, Ill masturbate for anywhere from 3-6...
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I have such weird ways of masturbation. I dont masturbate often, but when I do, Ill masturbate for anywhere from 3-6...
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yummysugah:
*DrOoLz*
You're HOT & You made me laugh
OMG
I think I'm in love
You're HOT & You made me laugh
OMG
I think I'm in love
bracket:
o my....u looks like my tatt artist....eric...
woah.
woah.
I went to see Bubba Ho Tep at the Oaks Theater last night. And it was great! If you are in the area go see it while it is still around. I assume they are going for a platform release, so I hope momentum builds.
I had to leave the Q&A afterwards early unfortunately, I got a horrible migraine headache, and had to drive home...
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slinkster:
why thank you. my boyfriend appreciates it. haha.
my boyfriend appreciates it. haha.
superscott:
it's all about 'hung for life' it's the only way to live. and shit.
a new day. time for change.
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I feel like writing something spontaneously in my journal....
The details are so sensual. Whirling about you. White Noise. Song of oblivion. Passionate oblivion. It gets you high. You push away from here, from now to get high. Away. It "transcends". It gets you high, to see the obscure details whirling about you. Power. You feel it. The...
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I feel like writing something spontaneously in my journal....
The details are so sensual. Whirling about you. White Noise. Song of oblivion. Passionate oblivion. It gets you high. You push away from here, from now to get high. Away. It "transcends". It gets you high, to see the obscure details whirling about you. Power. You feel it. The...
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polly:
when i feel like changing i get out my big sheet, wrap myself in it, and do a little dance.
kealli:
Thank you for the book suggestion. I'm am interested in nutrition a great deal. I think that there comes a bit of responsibility in my industry. At least I know *some* others see it that way. So i have to balance the idea of food as entertainment while still maintaining health. It can be tricky sometimes.
~kealli
~kealli
I walked around Bridgeville in the rain at night. Exploring. Walking down strange dark alleyways, through church courtyards, down railroads tracks, under bridges, around trees. Listening. You can tell so much about an area, its inhabitants, its history, its secrets, its voice, its cries, its sorrows, its beauty that lies mostly unnoticed, its gifts, its message - just by its soundscape. Ive lived here for...
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alhim:
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polly:
*flaps*
weeehooo!
weeehooo!
Like any other art form.