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For the last three years, my whole family forget my birthday and remembered a few days later. This year they remembered! Awesome. I am going to spend my day giving thanks and meditating and running around the woods and eating Indian food. Birthday sex anyone? whatever biggrin
...please?

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listening to: Steve Gorn and Badal Roy - Dhun/Rag-mala
mood:as still as ice, as silent as night, as...
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stiggy56:
wow dude!! That sound like the one I should be reading! How can I get down with that?

Your a deep cat, I like that. We should talk more. You could teach me some things I may not know about. biggrin
stiggy56:
In a hand basket! biggrin

Maybe you also have heard of or listen to http://www.coasttocoastam.com/. Radio show that talks about everything you just discribed from time to time. They get the people who wrote these books on the air a lot of times. If you haven't listened to it you sould find what station it's on in your area and give it a shot!

Thanks. I've got some reading toe do now! biggrin
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sigma:
Ah, your just being quiet I take it.
crypticrapture:
wow. i like....i really need to start reading more journals more often...yours in particular....i guess to accomplish that need to stop being so lazy and busy too blackeyed
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4-27-04
Im feeling on edge and a bit emotional. Not like crying emotional...just some sort of strange emotion. It started seemingly out of nowhere yesterday night, and I still fell like this.

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http://www.johnkerryisadouchebagbutimvotingforhimanyway.com/

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Moving upwards. Progress.

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We had a good show tonight. We definitely need to practice more, so execution can match the rest of the goodness going on. And we will...
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smuffy:
Take on me
Take me on
I'll be gone...

Good times.

Hey did you ever eally go cook for yourself? You can really cook? That's so cool. You should teach me how. Or better yet just cook for me.wink

smuffy:
Hey where did OD (clit) go??? He went grey this morning. Maybe he forgot to pay that scrub.wink

Oh and I know I need to learn how to cook because I have no clue how to make anything except for eggs.tongue OK maybe I know how to make a bit more but if I was to live alone I would most likely end up eating out all the time.

Cooking Asian dishes would be my dream...

[Edited on Apr 27, 2004 5:38AM]
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sigma:
I just read your comments in MikeHunt's journal and fucking proper respects for that man!!!!

I LMFAO.
epicito:
Thanks for your input on the Astral Dynamics, I'll definetely check that book out if I can get my hands on it. What I'm trying to do though is find a way to gain these experiences through the "roots" I guess you can say. Meaning a person wouldn't need a book to find out what kind of mental capacity they really have by doing things like fasting, sleep deprivation, chanting, drumming. Those in my opinion are all natural things that anybody can do.

I do admit though that I know nothing about Astral Dynamics and that what I just said may have meant nothing but it was just a way to make myself more clear.

Let me know if you read this.

[Edited on Apr 22, 2004 3:15PM]
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I have been studying feng shui all night long, and really enjoying it. I live on the thrid floor of this house and I just looked out the window and an adult deer was standing in the backyard and staring at me. I was really surprised, especially that it immediately looking at me. It stayed there for a while and then moved on. I feel...
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smuffy:
*pops the bubbly*

By god you have found it!!!biggrin

You're welcome. It came from the heart. Truly. It's easy to say amazing things aboutt such an amazing person. *hugs*
smuffy:
I have no words to express my gratitude.

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We are performing at another benefit event on Saturday April 24. Let me know if you live in the area and need directions.

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uploaded a picture of me playing sitar. yay. I need to upload pictures of band events, friends, the studio, etc.

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Had to drive a "friend" to the hospital today cause he overdosed on pills. And another "friend" overdosed on pills...
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sigma:
"It would be kind of hard for a bible thumper to talk you down on that one."

I used to live in Memphis...needless to say I used to get into it with unsuspecting bible thumpers.

Cource I hadn't gone Taoist yet, but I used to defeat baptists quite often by simply knowing the New Testiment better then them and therefore showing them how flawed it is and how they didn't know what they were talking about.

That was back when I worked at a synogogue and was still very up on my bible stuff though, I might not remember as many minute details these days. I still know every strory in general though, and the order they go in.
yummysugah:
i have an AUM in the middle of my mask tattoo on my left arm
which is about to be half sleeved soon
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Spent time thinking about moon. Then moon pops up in random webshot selection for desktop wallpaper.

Oh, and Kids. Be careful. Chocolate is an addiction. surreal

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Listening to: Beethoven Symph. 7 - Allegreto
mood: in pain, reflective, searching, preparing for change and dedication

I am going to walk this night, and explore amongst the streets and woods alone in the silence and see what the...
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tigress:
addicted to chocolate? supposedly many women have this issue wink I don't eat chocolate.
I'm addicted to other things which i will not mention at the moment.
I ♥ clit_tease. *swoon*
was that comment in my journal supposed to be for him? confused
sigma:
A stalker AND someone who lists me as their crush - all in one night.

Wow, that is FUCT UP about all yours friends man, I'm sorry.

I only had to do that shit once to know that I should never, ever, ever touch it again.

I also tripped only ONCE.

I smoked weed for several years, pretty heavily for a few months even, but I never really was what I'd call 'hooked' on the stuff.

Only thing that really has hooked me is coffee. I can't seem to get off it. In fact I'm about to make a cup right now. I don't know how I ever got up without it.

BTW, you did actually seem like someone who had done drugs and seen where that finally takes you, I just had no idea how much or what kind.
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listening to: Cyril Scott 'Neopolitan Rhapsody for Orchestra'
mood: english language isnt that descriptive, sorry.

Idealized Fantasy and Self Esteem

The wish to attain perfection - the striving after an ideal image while exluding from our perceptions the realities that surround us and inhabit our own consciousness - is known by psychologists to be a primary contributor to feelings of low self estee. In believing...
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ronja:
maybe you ejacuate the creativity and energy out?

I also feel that there's a block in my chi flow at the moment. i feel tired and out of energy and not so creative a have a lot of headaches. but it can't have something to do with orgasms. i often use orgasms to calm down and fall asleep :-)
sigma:
You know...I was just telling people what a cool guy you are and how your into esoteric stuff and different from most the people on this site...

...then you go to your journal and it opens up with 'Ejaculation'.

Now that I've gone back and read the entry I'm sure that they would approve but they weren't really interested in reading it after they saw that.

Sigh.
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I had a great day. I was out chilling with the 'world's fastest guitar player', Micheal "Angelo" Batio all day, and just generally enjoying a little movement and fun. My guitar teacher and friend Jeff, is friends with him, and they both represent Dean guitars, so we picked him up at the hotel and ate a meal, watched him perform, chilled at the bar afterwards,...
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sigma:
Never heard of minbosses, but I'm downloading them now.

You ever been to www.ocremix.org???
yummysugah:
LMAOOOO
biggrin biggrin biggrin
You're SO cute
HaHa
kiss
kiss