Dear Mom,
I love you. You are amazing.
It would be great if you could listen to a single thing I say.
<3,
aks
I love you. You are amazing.
It would be great if you could listen to a single thing I say.
<3,
aks
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It's 11:49pm on June 16th as I write this. Bloomsday is almost over.
Standing at the top of the hill behind my house, looking out over the boistrous green earth and the glinting streets in the city below, I realized that it's been ten years since I first read Ulysses. I don't feel this far from 18. I feel even more devoted to the...
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Standing at the top of the hill behind my house, looking out over the boistrous green earth and the glinting streets in the city below, I realized that it's been ten years since I first read Ulysses. I don't feel this far from 18. I feel even more devoted to the...
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alpo:
But you know I like puppies!
Blowjobs are pretty good. Almost worth the crap you have to put up with to get one. 
I think I'm...like..
you know...
I really...
um...
like him.
And stuff.
So...
yeah.
(no, this is not another e.e. cummings poem)
you know...
I really...
um...
like him.
And stuff.
So...
yeah.
(no, this is not another e.e. cummings poem)
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gilby:
Two things I'm kind of iffy about: She doesn't like video games, and she doesn't use any mind altering substances anymore (including alcohol.)
dannydmc:
You're right about getting out; I really do need to for a while. Trust me when I said that I would love to come back home and raise my family where I was raised. But, it will be so good to get to a bigger community and be able to stretch out my arms a little more.
You're right about getting out; I really do need to for a while. Trust me when I said that I would love to come back home and raise my family where I was raised. But, it will be so good to get to a bigger community and be able to stretch out my arms a little more.
pity this busy monster, manunkind,
not. Progress is a comfortable disease:
your victim (death and life safely beyond)
plays with the bigness of his littleness
--- electrons deify one razorblade
into a mountainrange; lenses extend
unwish through curving wherewhen till unwish
returns on its unself.
A world of made
is not a world of born --- pity poor flesh
and trees, poor stars and stones,...
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not. Progress is a comfortable disease:
your victim (death and life safely beyond)
plays with the bigness of his littleness
--- electrons deify one razorblade
into a mountainrange; lenses extend
unwish through curving wherewhen till unwish
returns on its unself.
A world of made
is not a world of born --- pity poor flesh
and trees, poor stars and stones,...
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eddie:
I wanna kiss and hug your doggy all day long! SO CUTE! I love it when pugs tuck in their paws like that. My mum has a pug, and I miss her SO MUCH!
I saw a picture in Strongmad's comments!
I saw a picture in Strongmad's comments!
pirate_romeo:
What a putz! (the ex mentioned above naturally)
How is it that the shitheads meet cool peeps like you and I'm stuck with my right hand? One of the mysteries of the universe I suppose...
What a putz! (the ex mentioned above naturally)
How is it that the shitheads meet cool peeps like you and I'm stuck with my right hand? One of the mysteries of the universe I suppose...
This is pretty weird.
I mean, you might not believe this. I don't.
But there's this guy.
And, well, he's like....all the things I think are hot all at once.
I mean, what are the chances of meeting a hoplessly romantic bespectacled mechanic who recites proofs about prime numbers and enjoys slapping girls around?
The weirdest part is that he's even agreed to let...
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I mean, you might not believe this. I don't.
But there's this guy.
And, well, he's like....all the things I think are hot all at once.
I mean, what are the chances of meeting a hoplessly romantic bespectacled mechanic who recites proofs about prime numbers and enjoys slapping girls around?
The weirdest part is that he's even agreed to let...
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rodan:
I don't think most of the people here fall into the demo they're targetting with this redesign - or maybe they do and I'm just confused 
.
No worries - I think all men are assholes anyway, including me - since I"m a man after all. Sometimes I control it better - sometimes not.
That's not to say that I don't think women have their own issues, etc, but I don't think women are assholes and I do hope you get what you want from from your new discovery (trying not to jinx it by using a relationship-implying word to describe him)!
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No worries - I think all men are assholes anyway, including me - since I"m a man after all. Sometimes I control it better - sometimes not.
That's not to say that I don't think women have their own issues, etc, but I don't think women are assholes and I do hope you get what you want from from your new discovery (trying not to jinx it by using a relationship-implying word to describe him)!
theslant:
I'm not really graduated. I still have my senior project to do. much hard work is ahead. today is supposed to be a chillax day.
I met a girl too. she doesn't have all the hotness I so desire, but a lot of my hotness fodder is contradictory anyway. she's leaving tomorrow, though, and I feel she's not the kind of girl that would keep in touch.
so it goes.
I met a girl too. she doesn't have all the hotness I so desire, but a lot of my hotness fodder is contradictory anyway. she's leaving tomorrow, though, and I feel she's not the kind of girl that would keep in touch.
so it goes.
So, inexplicably, "The Blogger" has it really bad for me. Unfortunately, as I've gotten to know her, I've completely lost interest in her as anything other than a great friend. So every other time she slips something in about us "one day maybe ending up together", I try to counter by sliding a "See, that's why we'd never date - we're such great friends!" into...
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buckknuckle:
more thoughtless work
more thought less work
more thought, less work
more thought
less work
more thought less work
more thought, less work
more thought
less work
dannydmc:
Sorry to hear about the mysterious 'blogger' gal; I went through a similiar stage myself (as the gal..err...that doesn't sound right) where I certainly did not want to be turned down for self esteem purposes and all. Not that all of this was in the least it fair to the poor girl I was crushing on at the time. I would suggest being as blunt as possible, although it's going to bruise her ego pretty bad *shrugs*.
As for the entire work ethnic thing, I grew up in the Midwest and was recently told by one of my best friends that I have apparently absorbed and intigrated the entire "wisconsin folk mythos" as she said it. So perhaps I can speak at great length here about the topic *Alright class, I'm going to lecture for a few minutes, so everyone get your papers out and start taking notes. Hey! You sit back down right now! The next person that thows something at me is out of this room, you hear me!?*
I really do believe that a strong work ethic IS a good quality to have; although it does presuppose that the person is working towards moral means. I mean; Stalin had a huge work ethic going for him, much to the shagrin of his victums. It usually indicates that the person is willing to focus themselves on a single thing, are commited, and are not lazy (all things which, I think, we can agree are lesser traits). ANd as for quality of what you're working on; well sometime the work itself is the enjoyable part (In fact, thats the part that goes with this. the entire midwestern "work for work's sake). Last month I spent two full days working on wood carving a small axe figure; did it until my hangs got all callused and stuff. Was the end result that good? Naw. But did I have a lot of fun doing it? Yup
Ok, sorry about that; I just got done watching "Prarie Home Companion" last night and am all up about the Midwest and stuff. Forgive me
Sorry to hear about the mysterious 'blogger' gal; I went through a similiar stage myself (as the gal..err...that doesn't sound right) where I certainly did not want to be turned down for self esteem purposes and all. Not that all of this was in the least it fair to the poor girl I was crushing on at the time. I would suggest being as blunt as possible, although it's going to bruise her ego pretty bad *shrugs*.
As for the entire work ethnic thing, I grew up in the Midwest and was recently told by one of my best friends that I have apparently absorbed and intigrated the entire "wisconsin folk mythos" as she said it. So perhaps I can speak at great length here about the topic *Alright class, I'm going to lecture for a few minutes, so everyone get your papers out and start taking notes. Hey! You sit back down right now! The next person that thows something at me is out of this room, you hear me!?*
I really do believe that a strong work ethic IS a good quality to have; although it does presuppose that the person is working towards moral means. I mean; Stalin had a huge work ethic going for him, much to the shagrin of his victums. It usually indicates that the person is willing to focus themselves on a single thing, are commited, and are not lazy (all things which, I think, we can agree are lesser traits). ANd as for quality of what you're working on; well sometime the work itself is the enjoyable part (In fact, thats the part that goes with this. the entire midwestern "work for work's sake). Last month I spent two full days working on wood carving a small axe figure; did it until my hangs got all callused and stuff. Was the end result that good? Naw. But did I have a lot of fun doing it? Yup
Ok, sorry about that; I just got done watching "Prarie Home Companion" last night and am all up about the Midwest and stuff. Forgive me
Dear Friday,
Thank you for finally making your way here.
All the love in my heart,
aks
Dear Dating Karma,
I knew you were holding out on me. It's time for you to put out. Fork it over.
I'll beat it out of you and I'm not kidding,
aks
P.S. Okay, I am kidding. Mostly.
Dear Breasts,
Thanks. For reals, I appreciate the job you're...
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Thank you for finally making your way here.
All the love in my heart,
aks
Dear Dating Karma,
I knew you were holding out on me. It's time for you to put out. Fork it over.
I'll beat it out of you and I'm not kidding,
aks
P.S. Okay, I am kidding. Mostly.
Dear Breasts,
Thanks. For reals, I appreciate the job you're...
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gilby:
I suck at meeting people, and suck at flirting with people.
pirate_romeo:
Don't beat up your dating karma. You might break a finger and that could ruin your future career as a wor;d-renowned expert in the field of zooarcheology. Leave the dating-karma-beatdown to me. After all it's not like my own karma could get much worse.
After all it's not like my own karma could get much worse.So.
I have these bruises. I got them...well, let's just say it was "safe, sane, and consensual". They go in a line down my upper arm. They look pretty average for bruises - something you'd see on any rock-climber or martial-arts student, so there's no real reason to cover them up. Nothing for anyone but me and the person who gave them to me to...
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I have these bruises. I got them...well, let's just say it was "safe, sane, and consensual". They go in a line down my upper arm. They look pretty average for bruises - something you'd see on any rock-climber or martial-arts student, so there's no real reason to cover them up. Nothing for anyone but me and the person who gave them to me to...
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brokenbeatnik:
Somebody say booty?
aleksa:
You know that saying "better to say nothing and be thought a fool, than to open your mouth and remove all doubt?" It sounds like that would fit the morons in this story.
Men....
Men....
Bleh.
I hate working right now.
Usually I love working. I just can't get into it for some reason. I'm probably just tired from being pretty sick lately. It takes a lot of energy to deal with being sick. And it depresses me.
Not a House of Usher type of depression, but a sort of lusterless, bland, mildly tolerable depression. Where you feel like you...
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I hate working right now.
Usually I love working. I just can't get into it for some reason. I'm probably just tired from being pretty sick lately. It takes a lot of energy to deal with being sick. And it depresses me.
Not a House of Usher type of depression, but a sort of lusterless, bland, mildly tolerable depression. Where you feel like you...
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kozmikgirl:
I feel that way today so I watched many episodes of Six Feet Under & laid in bed. I am too tired to walk. It is ho hum.
But, I would have done some starring out my window instead if my ugly neighbor's weren't outside.
But, I would have done some starring out my window instead if my ugly neighbor's weren't outside.
alpo:
*hug*
Most of my guy friends moan about how nice they are and how no woman actually wants a nice man.
But if I had to complain about my luck with men, I think I'd echo their sentiments almost exactly. I think I'm just too nice, too accomodating, too willing to compromise. I think I've compromised every guy I've ever dated right out of my...
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But if I had to complain about my luck with men, I think I'd echo their sentiments almost exactly. I think I'm just too nice, too accomodating, too willing to compromise. I think I've compromised every guy I've ever dated right out of my...
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theslant:
back and forth.
forever.
forever.
kitschy:
seriously!
You know, I could be wrong about this. I could take it all back very soon.
But I think I've really turned a corner recently.
I've figured out how to have faith. I've figured out how not to fall into my own traps. I've figured out how to deal with doctors and come to terms with the fact that my getting "well" is going to...
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But I think I've really turned a corner recently.
I've figured out how to have faith. I've figured out how not to fall into my own traps. I've figured out how to deal with doctors and come to terms with the fact that my getting "well" is going to...
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alpo:
A tax on your ass? Is that like a price on your head?
Fuck.
Shit.
Cunt.
Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGH!
AA
RR
GH!
:feels just a teeny tiny bit better:
:loves you guys:
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alpo:
*hug*
tonkakatt:
awwww...its can only get better right???
*HUGS*
*HUGS*
Its a shame that your mother doesn't really hear what you are saying. I've had less of a problem with this with my parents in recent years, but it still does pop up from time to time (for instance, I don't often tell them when I'm feeling miserable because I'm afraid they'll think I'm whining). Just keep in there with her, eventually she'll come around; sometimes its really hard for parents to see you as an adult who can make thier own decisions rather than as a 12 year old kid.