I've finally decided to eat much heathier...yesterday I threw away everything w/the label partially hydronated, corn syrup, & most everything that has added sugar. During & since college I've slowly packed on about 30lbs, which I'm not really someone who cares too much about how I look & my weight, but I do feel super wasteful because I have a whole closet full of close...
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I need to make more journal entries, but these days I don't seem to be on the computer much. I've been home sick from work today. It seems like I always write in my journal on days when I'm bored & have nothing to say. Lately my life has been way fucking borring, I need to start getting out more again...I feel like a very...
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conjob:
i know exactly how you feel. its really hard to get out and do stuff when you dont know where to start.
And id love to be your friend.
And id love to be your friend.
jesselyn:
Hey grandma! Thanks for the support about my promotion. I actually got my bf addicted to Amelie too. We just watched it the other night. Do you own it? Have you checked out the special features? Disc 2 rocks!
Lately, I've been feeling like things are going extremly well in my life, maybe too well. I've been feeling confident & content for a few weeks. Usually this is when all shit breaks loose. In my family, there has always been this strange (and completely wacky) supersition that when things are going too well then something is wrong because that just isn't how life works....
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minceir:
we are all basicaly good, we just need to be a little daring at times.
minceir:
I have written a few more when the feeling gets to me to do one.
I have never gone to internet chat sites before this site...always felt like it was too strange talking to people when you can't see them face to face, but this webiste is appealing because there is so much here, unique people that I just don't get to talk to in my daily life, arty fartsy pics, etc. since I've graduated from college & live out...
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ratbugdave:
run lola run is sweet.
I finally figured out how to crop my damn picture to get a profile pic. I'm such a part - timer here...I haven't made many posts or many journal entries...but oh well.... I'm super slow with this stuff the only board I've read recently is about the censorship bullshit...if there is an issue w/this I can maybe see not letting anyone under the age of...
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rexa:
hey i also have no friends! so...uh...what're you doing later?... 
also, my profile pic is stretched weirdly, much like your own.
also, my profile pic is stretched weirdly, much like your own.
fatality:
I agree!
I'm feeling so lazy today...I have so much stuff that I should be doing today, but I doubt I'll get around to it. Yesterday was such a georgous day...but just about all I managed to do was go for a walk in the park w/my boyfriend & then we went out to eat. Not too exiciting, but I've been working a lot of overtime lately...
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Exestential exuberance... a strange moment in existance...falling fast toward some new world, broken pieces are reforming into a bright colidascope of colors. Change is the only certain thing in existance & change may well be god. Riding the wave, but this time with a feeling of control....will this time be like the others? Will I faulter & find my existance to once again be shaddered...
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I'm feeling grumpy & tired tonight & and a little anti-social...I'm trying to start writing more here, but being in a sucky mood doesn't lend to an interesting jrnl entry. One day to go & 1.5 before I have some more time off...whoo hoo....I'm counting days....maybe I'll have something worth talking about when I've got a day off...ugh.
abstraction:
Exestential exuberance... a strange moment in existance...falling fast toward some new world, broken pieces are reforming into a bright colidascope of colors. Change is the only certain thing in existance & change may well be god. Riding the wave, but this time with a feeling of control....will this time be like the others? Will I faulter & find my existance to once again be shaddered into fragments or will this be the that all the gathered pieces become newly calicified, strong flowing bright & glistening? Fuck if I know....life truely is strange at least this time around I am on the sunny side of strange. 
I'm feeling grumpy & tired tonight & and a little anti-social...I'm trying to start writing more here, but being in a sucky mood doesn't lend to an interesting jrnl entry. One day to go & 1.5 before I have some more time off...whoo hoo....I'm counting days....maybe I'll have something worth talking about when I've got a day off.
Ok...this is my first journal entry... & I suppose its about time...kept meaning to start...I can be a big procrastonator (& apparently suck a little @ spelling, but that enough self affacing for one day). Anyway, back to my jrnl entry...for the first time in years...I finally feel like my life just is one big re-run. Do you ever get feeling that you're just stuck...
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