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Hey, I just want to say thank you to everybody who offered me condolances in regards to my break up. It's surprising how much beter a few sympathetic words can make you feel.

I really need to move on, but I think I am going to spend the next few months working on bettering myself. I am going to start getting back in the gym...
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cosette:
Aw. Sorry to hear about the break up. I wish I could give you some kind of advice, but we all know I am no relationship Goddess. I have a problem with...oh what's the word. Caring.

I agree people need to make the best out of any situation. Sounds like you are trying to do as well.

OH yeah and I miss you terribly.
cosette:
Those were really the only two pictures I could find that really summed up what I meant. I was never going to copy either of them haha. Thank you or the compliment! kiss
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We're over.

I feel like crap. But I think this was the smart thing to do. frown
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leib_:
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thedarkness:
Sorry to read this dude. But you know it was the right thing.
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I hate going from such an incredible high to such a depressing low.

My girlfriend is mad at me. Again. And I don't even know why.

How come a woman can't just tell you what she wants and then take it without getting angry at you? Why do they make you guess at things and then get mad at you when you get it RIGHT!?!?!...
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aldremech:
I'm sorry man. I wish I could even think of a halfway reasonable answer for you in that aspect. Shit, maybe I would still be married if that were the case eeek Yeah, fuck that.
Sometime soon my son, I am going to hand you a bottle of bourbon and explain all of lifes' mysteries. Either that or we will just really fucked up and puke on stuff wink
adric:
lol so it kind of sounds like you are having Zach's problem. Women..I hate to say it..but...are all the same in that aspect. I know it seems like we are getting mad for no reason...we aren't. I know it seems like we are getting upset over the stupidest things...we are. It's usually something completely different that we have suppressed...and the little things are what bring the emotions out in large explosions of crazy bitchiness. For me it's this big pile of stuff that I can't get over. And every time something new, even as tiny and insignificant as a lap dance, gets dropped on top of the pile it pushes me over the edge. And I could get over it and move on...but I don't feel like he feels bad for any of it. I don't feel like he's sorry he hurt my feelings. So I can't let it go. frown

And yes...I HAVE said all these things to him. I don't think he listens anymore...
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Alright!!

So last night... Whooooooie!

Well, things started out nice and mellow over at Bucca. A few people bailed on Sandman so we had a far bigger table than we needed. But that was okay, cause the food was great and the company was even better! Especially since they let me drink up everyone else's unfinished glasses of wine. I know that sounds a little...
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thedarkness:
I think the last event I went to was the Dave and Busters event. I'm not much of a social butterfly, only reason I go was casue of Missdates.

And Casa Grande is not that far. About half an hour to Chandler and about fifty minutes to the west valley.
aldremech:
There damn well better be tongue
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I just got home.
Last night was fantastic! More fun than I can describe.
I'm too tired to blog about it right now, though. I'll do it when I wake up.

ooo aaa
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Alright!

Saturday rocked harder than all the rockingest rocking that a day could rock!!! The SGAZ crew met up at the Salt River for a day of floating, drinking and looking at hot chicks. And boy were those ladies hawt! The day started out a little confusing because the group comprised of about 20 people or so. I am not even going to attempt to...
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misskristin:
Well, I'm not so much angry as I am embarrassed. I didn't want to be presumptuous about the situation while he was in brazil, so I let things go on and kept my mouth shut. There was potential there, he even said on the phone after "Now that I've ruined my chances, I'm probably going to fall in love with you, and you'll just want to be friends." to which my reply was "hah, maybe... and I am old enough to know better. I dont make the same mistake twice!" He managed to rectify him self again tonight by saying that he was trying to make the awkwardness less by being in a social atmosphere rather than a movie at my place, which I can understand. He really does seem like a genuine guy, and seeing as his mother had the same kind of cancer as me, I am pretty sure he is not trying to be malicious with me.

Cant distance my self from him too much because we share intertwining social circles and attend the same functions. I've calmed down now after feeling like a complete tool. I think things are definitely salvageable.

DATING IS STRESSFUL! well, atleast for me. I am an over analyzer. frown
moppet_:
*hugs* Feel better
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Tubing was great yesterday. But I'm still too sore to blog about it. blackeyed Maybe tomorrow.
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bitten:
I am an adult and I deserve an adult glass. (this is out to all SGAZers)!!!!!!!!!!!! biggrin biggrin
bitten:
it is a quote from my second favorite show aqua teen hunger force. everyone kept saying i needed a kids tube so i said it to all of them via your blog.
rescuing me? no worries i'm sure they'll be more chances. tongue
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Hello! It's me again.

Well, nothing too exciting has happened in my life over the last few weeks. We are still dealing with the shortage of people at work. I was spoken to in a gruff manner by another employee who was complaining about being left shorthanded. I mocked him for being a crybaby and reminded him that things could have been worse. He could...
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cherrylix:
Yeah. You made me cry tongue
chaoticfire:
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Well, It looks like I am still employed.

I don't really feel that happy about it, though. Don't get me wrong, I certainly didn't WANT to lose my job, it's just that we lost so many other good people that it's impossible to feel happy. Last night was a horrible ordeal. It was like a plague was sweeping through the building and we all kept...
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stevie_d:
Keep hanging tough. Good luck.
chaoticfire:
thx bro for the support!
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Tonight, at work, we will be rounded up one by one and told if we still have a job. Most of us have no idea how to tell if we are in a good or bad position. I just had a long and difficult discussion with my girlfriend about what I would do if I get laid off. She made me agree that I wouldn't...
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leib_:
good luck!
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Hello! It's me again!

I had a wonderful day at Suave's pool party today. The company was great, we were joined by Padre, Blanch, Sandman3030, and Bitten. We ran into a few snags... like the grill trying to burn off Suave's husband's face; but otherwise things went really smooth. It was a beautiful day to spend at the pool. The...
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chaoticfire:
Sorry I missed it I had to work frown
bitten:
hey you whats up?? i ate too much sugar and am still up. wasn't i sexy in my bikini too?? kiss