my heart checked out fine. as long as i don't relapse (especially really badly) again i don't have to worry about going into cardiac arrest and all that fun stuff.
next week i get my bones checked out for osteoporosis and i'm getting blood taken later today to check my electrolytes.
good news is i have an interview tomorrow with a place i'd sell my...
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next week i get my bones checked out for osteoporosis and i'm getting blood taken later today to check my electrolytes.
good news is i have an interview tomorrow with a place i'd sell my...
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porphyria:
Poor little zeppy.
eon:
I hope the interview went well for you!
i just found out what the police report said and what literally caused the death of my uncle and my cousin(inkedgreaser). i didn't need to know this. i have a feeling i won't be sleeping well and will be crying a lot in the near future. 
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elicit77:
If I could take on your pain for you I would, little sister. <3
*hugs*
*hugs*
noldor_:
love you <3333
love you <3333reminder: eating disorders will definitely kill you at some point. even if you're in recovery and relapse very few times.
i'm going to the dr wednesday to tell her about my relapses and to be tested for osteoporosis, have my electrolytes checked and my heart checked as well.
did you know that the chances of going into cardiac arrest are highest during recovery and after...
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i'm going to the dr wednesday to tell her about my relapses and to be tested for osteoporosis, have my electrolytes checked and my heart checked as well.
did you know that the chances of going into cardiac arrest are highest during recovery and after...
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reuben:
Be strong, lady <3
madelia:
I oouueeeiiinnnnnn I have a eating disorder of eating to much!!! .....everytime im not fealling full I feal the NEED to eat a big meal it kinda sucks. cost a lot ha ....hope things go well for you you can do it lady!
I have a eating disorder of eating to much!!! .....everytime im not fealling full I feal the NEED to eat a big meal it kinda sucks. cost a lot ha ....hope things go well for you you can do it lady!
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zeppers:
Jason Lynn at his shop in hampstead, maryland. i love him to death. he is such an amazing artist and a cool dude.
house of madness it's going to be even more great when it's colored.
house of madness it's going to be even more great when it's colored.
entese:
nice i cant wait to see the final work
I'm selling some of my vintage jewelry here:
swap meet group
feel free to make offers if you want any of it. if not, whatevs.
i'm hopefully getting tattooed soon. it'll be a tattoo to celebrate still being a live and for/to remember (as if i could ever forget) my uncle Jamie and dear dear friend who I've grown to call my cousin Jason. (this...
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swap meet group
feel free to make offers if you want any of it. if not, whatevs.
i'm hopefully getting tattooed soon. it'll be a tattoo to celebrate still being a live and for/to remember (as if i could ever forget) my uncle Jamie and dear dear friend who I've grown to call my cousin Jason. (this...
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smash:
beauty!!!!
beauty!!!!
atti:
They are upping my dosage and they may start me on whelbutrin(sp?) in the future.
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hungery13ear:
hah
takoda:
That's super awesome!!
i've been struggling a lot lately. a lot has been going on. things are finally starting to calm down yet i still feel frazzled and all over the place and my issues with food and my body are starting to creep back up more and more. i'm worn out. i need an emotional vacation if that makes any sense 
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nousername:
i need an emotional vacation too... but a FREE one
takoda:
Take a nice long bath & pretend your on vacation & just let the water soak up your bad emotions. Maybe add some bubbles & get a rubber ducky to squeeze & let any anger out. 
I can relate because I hardly sleep, & it effects me major. Hopefully it will pass for you. Just keep smiling your gorgeous smile.
I can relate because I hardly sleep, & it effects me major. Hopefully it will pass for you. Just keep smiling your gorgeous smile.
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eurynome:
yeah i have been doing a lot of staring out my window today too. went for a run and tried to go out and take some pictures....only took a few, my heart just wasn't in it today and the one person that i want to be there for me is kind of absent, oh well. i've gotten through this before on my own, not doubting i won't be able to pull through on my own yet again.
thanks hun. hope you're day is a good one and that things get better
thanks hun. hope you're day is a good one and that things get better
and now my grandmother is in the hospital with pneumonia and a fracture in her hip. what. the. fuck. seriously.
happy fucking birthday to me.
happy fucking birthday to me.
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phoenixjedi:
Awe zepp. hugs.
eon:
Aw, I'm so sorry things aren't the best for you right now. :[[ I hope things start looking up soon. ::hugs::
[& Happy birthday]
[& Happy birthday]
two funerals in the past two days, plus bronchitis. i miss my uncle and my cousin so so much. my sleep has been fucked up, my fibro has been hhhhoooorrrrrrrrid, my stomach has been fucked my birthday is in a few days and i have a gut feeling it's going to suck.
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entese:
oh you poor thing sure the situation is difficult and very hard! try to enjoy that you can celebrate your B-day and still would be maybe sad youre still here
heartbaker:
Hugs
my cousin and uncle died in a fatal car accident yesterday. they were working at a motorcycle convention in virginia, and i was supposed to go with them. i was extremely close with them both. this is sooooo unreal. i'm in shock. my eyes are so puffy that i can't even open them half way.
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rolaand:
random blog find. totally sorry that's fuckin' shit !!!!
that's fuckin' shit !!!!
kiltedgoth:
Sending you more <333 Looking forward to seeing you soon! The moving truck arrives between the 7th and 14th of May
check it out!
that's the invite for the opening party of the boutique that will now be selling hair accessories and some necklaces handmade by me! (didn't know i was uber crafty now did ya?
) i'm super excited and a bit nervous.
i'll post pictures of my things later and am starting my etsy store next week.
that's the invite for the opening party of the boutique that will now be selling hair accessories and some necklaces handmade by me! (didn't know i was uber crafty now did ya?
) i'm super excited and a bit nervous.
i'll post pictures of my things later and am starting my etsy store next week.
entese:
how cool!!!!!
christmasjones:
a booty-que! (bad joke I know)
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:batattak: