I get this feeling every now and again where I just want to scream and yell and cause a nice, big ruckus... just to make sure people know I'm here. It's strange because I don't consider myself to be particularly insecure or unloved. I have friends. I have a husband that I love more than I ever thought possible. Still, this innate desire to connect...
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erichasfinewine:
Wow! I have been having the same feelings lately and I thought I was nuts for feeling the way I do. well I am nuts that is another story, but still at least I know there is another person out there feeling like me. Thanks for sharing. 
I haven't been on for awhile, so it seemed appropriate to make a new post... saying I'm uh... alive and all that jazz.
Things are really good in my corner of the world. The hubby and I are getting along splendidly. He's going TDY soon for a few weeks, then home and off on leave for a couple, then another TDY. He's not scheduled to...
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Things are really good in my corner of the world. The hubby and I are getting along splendidly. He's going TDY soon for a few weeks, then home and off on leave for a couple, then another TDY. He's not scheduled to...
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big_boy:
good hope your ok 
tex13:
I wonde how people ever lived without cars. Glad to see things are going so well for you these days, your cloak does sound nice.
Glad to see things are going so well for you these days, your cloak does sound nice.LOLCATS makes everything better.
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gayballs:
cats are the greatest
ally:
THX for commenting on my set!
Sometimes I just want to connect with someone. Anyone really. Emotionally, mentally, spiritually, psychologically, physically, sexually, any fucking -ly you can come up with.
So if I can identify that basic instinct (damn it, cliche, leave me alone)... why is it so hard to fulfill it? It starts out pure and ends up muddled and confusing.
I think I'll feel better when my husband comes...
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So if I can identify that basic instinct (damn it, cliche, leave me alone)... why is it so hard to fulfill it? It starts out pure and ends up muddled and confusing.
I think I'll feel better when my husband comes...
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tex13:
I think we have made the world to complicated, that is why we can be happy with life and sad at the same time. I'm sure things will get better once your husband comes home, but I'm sorry to say that the range of emotions like that will never go away. At least they have not for me. I hope your man gets to come home soon.
I'm getting really, really sick and tired of the argument that 'breast implants are body mods too'. No, they're not. At least not in the way you silly people mean.
Breast implants (and I'm completely disregarding those done for breast cancer patients, etc. here) are done for conformity. When someone on here complains that an SG's breasts are 'fake', it's because they look fucking fake,...
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Breast implants (and I'm completely disregarding those done for breast cancer patients, etc. here) are done for conformity. When someone on here complains that an SG's breasts are 'fake', it's because they look fucking fake,...
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atomicant:
hah. yeah, but sometimes it just doesn't matter. stupid is just stupid.
chouli:
Awww man... and here I was just going to tell you that I got a deal on my breast implants by also buying labial reduction surgery and anus bleaching! Oh well, someone (preferably someone that drives a hummer and wants to buy me Prada) with appreciate my perfect new breasts and designer vagina!
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climac:
did you start to post a new set in psw?
I was all excited...but there is only one photo!!!
I was all excited...but there is only one photo!!!
timber_:
awww thanks
i love my cats. they're my babies.
i love my cats. they're my babies.
I got my first tattoo yesterday!!! Yay! I was nervous as hell, but I LOVED it. I still love it. It's about 7 inches tall and 3 inches across on my right ribcage/ side. It's a rose with a dagger growing out of it based on my favorite painting by Surrealist artist Rene Magritte, "Blow to the Heart". Unfortunately, I don't have a pic of...
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open_wound:
LOVE the new profile pic!
Soooo, I'm back in the States! I flew Wednesday... and arrived Wednesday, which is very disconcerting after travelling for 26 hours.
I don't know if I am experiencing jet lag per se, but I feel as if my body has reset itself to nature's clock. I am literally up at 7 a.m. sharp every morning with the birds singing (and I am an avid 'til-noon-sleeper)....
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I don't know if I am experiencing jet lag per se, but I feel as if my body has reset itself to nature's clock. I am literally up at 7 a.m. sharp every morning with the birds singing (and I am an avid 'til-noon-sleeper)....
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gayballs:
liquor rules. more than pot.
erichasfinewine:
Happy Birthday to you!!! Hope you are having a great party!
Hope you are having a great party! What I've learned (so far) from watching our new BBC Life series:
(It's freaking amazing. It's a 33-disc series Matt and I picked up off of EBay recently and it's all about animals. Eleven discs are devoted solely to mammals; five to birds. I've only watched six discs total so far, but I'm completely hooked. ^_^)
* The size of a monkey's brain is directly...
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(It's freaking amazing. It's a 33-disc series Matt and I picked up off of EBay recently and it's all about animals. Eleven discs are devoted solely to mammals; five to birds. I've only watched six discs total so far, but I'm completely hooked. ^_^)
* The size of a monkey's brain is directly...
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salliss:
Thank you for showing love on my new set! xxxx
"Still Life with Woodpecker" by Tom Robbins.
I'm in the process of reading this book, recommended by my darling husband. I found this passage delightful:
"The day of the full moon, when the moon is neither increasing nor decreasing, the Babylonians called Sa-bat, meaning "heart-rest." It was believed that on this day, the woman in the moon, Ishtar, as the moon goddess was known in...
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I'm in the process of reading this book, recommended by my darling husband. I found this passage delightful:
"The day of the full moon, when the moon is neither increasing nor decreasing, the Babylonians called Sa-bat, meaning "heart-rest." It was believed that on this day, the woman in the moon, Ishtar, as the moon goddess was known in...
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dizastor:
it's best to be indoors when the moon menstruates
teyla:
Thanks for your comment. It's nice with people who don't try to bullshit you and say that everyting is going to be all right. That's hardly comforting. And I think those people are afraid of serious stuff. I prefer to hang out with the kind of people who suddenly start talking about their latest visit to the shrink.
I guess it would be kind of satisfying to have a career if you really were passionate about somehing, like climbing mountains or writing books or breeding cows for that matter. But if you aren't, there's really nothing to do about that and it's nothing to be ashamed of either. I believed once that you could choose your life. But you can't really choose to have a good life and be surrounded by loving and interesting people. And you won't find what you want if you don't know what it is.
I get ashamed when I do stupid things while intoxicated, but I try to fight that. Because the idea that we should behave is so stupid. It's liberating to drop the facade, to let go of the lies and show your real face. It's only healthy to "make a fool of yourself".
Sometimes I love everybody when I drink. But I wonder if there's any truth in that. I think it's kind of scary the way I have a good time with people, and the day after I've transformed to a different person and nothing is easy anymore. I wonder who is the real me. Maybe that doesn't matter, because if you really want to get close to someone, you have to spend time with them when you're sober too... So I guess you'll just have to put up with the one you are when you're sober...
I guess it would be kind of satisfying to have a career if you really were passionate about somehing, like climbing mountains or writing books or breeding cows for that matter. But if you aren't, there's really nothing to do about that and it's nothing to be ashamed of either. I believed once that you could choose your life. But you can't really choose to have a good life and be surrounded by loving and interesting people. And you won't find what you want if you don't know what it is.
I get ashamed when I do stupid things while intoxicated, but I try to fight that. Because the idea that we should behave is so stupid. It's liberating to drop the facade, to let go of the lies and show your real face. It's only healthy to "make a fool of yourself".
Sometimes I love everybody when I drink. But I wonder if there's any truth in that. I think it's kind of scary the way I have a good time with people, and the day after I've transformed to a different person and nothing is easy anymore. I wonder who is the real me. Maybe that doesn't matter, because if you really want to get close to someone, you have to spend time with them when you're sober too... So I guess you'll just have to put up with the one you are when you're sober...