Not that it probably matters to anyone.
I am glad, though, to return to this community. I was gone for a good reason, but I've accomplished part of what I set out to do, so I'm here again while I'm able.
caraphernelia:
Aww cool :3 I'm happy you are back, even though you thought no one would care :3
It's strange, you know? I find myself here, staring at the blog post box thing, every time something big happens in my life, yet I tend not to update. I tell myself that no one wants to know, to read my dronings about the meager happenings of my life. Yet, I repeatedly find myself here. It's not an addiction. I feel the amount of time...
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I sleep so much better now. I think I just needed hope. I'm afraid that it'll fail... that it'll prove wrong again. I know it's a badbadbad idea to try a relationship again, but... I don't think I can not try. Does that make any sense?
When we were together, I gave her the piece of my soul I'd guarded longest. It destroyed me when...
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When we were together, I gave her the piece of my soul I'd guarded longest. It destroyed me when...
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kaikai:
Oh lovely, I only wish you the best and I know of worrying about a relationship. I've been in so many shit ones and now I'm just beginning a new one and it's so hard not to think of him like the rest. not to be afraid he'll hurt me, so afraid I just want to run.
There's just such a hope that'll it'll work hopefully that will shine through.
There's just such a hope that'll it'll work hopefully that will shine through.
stormsinger:
Hope. It's a funny thing, isn't it? Especially when it comes paired with such fear...
I'm giving this a chance... for the third time... I hope that you're able to as well.
I'm giving this a chance... for the third time... I hope that you're able to as well.
So... Five nights, four fights, one guy tossed.
I love my job.
I told my brother yesterday what it is that I'm doing. He just kinda stared at me for a while. Then he said that it explained everything. Filled in all the missing holes in the stories I'd told him. He sat there quiet for a little while so I asked him what he...
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I love my job.
I told my brother yesterday what it is that I'm doing. He just kinda stared at me for a while. Then he said that it explained everything. Filled in all the missing holes in the stories I'd told him. He sat there quiet for a little while so I asked him what he...
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Where was I?
Oh, yes...
Last night:
Maybe I should say first that I really love working at the club. Truly I do. I like the people and the noise and the dark... and, well... the girls.
But dude got on my last nerve. I know that we're in business because of the customers. And I know that, occasionally, we'll get some that are a...
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Oh, yes...
Last night:
Maybe I should say first that I really love working at the club. Truly I do. I like the people and the noise and the dark... and, well... the girls.
But dude got on my last nerve. I know that we're in business because of the customers. And I know that, occasionally, we'll get some that are a...
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kaikai:
So are you a bouncer is that the deal?
That's a cool job though I'm sure you get some serious good stories.
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That's a cool job though I'm sure you get some serious good stories.
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stormsinger:
That's part of my job, yes. My second job, anyway.
I'm also the cook. They split us between the kitchen, bar back and door. 'cause kitchen makes no tips, door makes only a few, and bar back rakes them in.
But I love it. Wouldn't trade it, not even for the sleep I'm missing out on.
I'm also the cook. They split us between the kitchen, bar back and door. 'cause kitchen makes no tips, door makes only a few, and bar back rakes them in.
But I love it. Wouldn't trade it, not even for the sleep I'm missing out on.
Well...
Busy is the word for it and that's a fact. Worked 'til 3:30 the last three mornings at the club, then turned around to go to my day job at 8. Ok... so... this morning I didn't get up in time to go to my day job. Fortunately they're cool about stuff like that and my driver is coming to pick me up at...
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Busy is the word for it and that's a fact. Worked 'til 3:30 the last three mornings at the club, then turned around to go to my day job at 8. Ok... so... this morning I didn't get up in time to go to my day job. Fortunately they're cool about stuff like that and my driver is coming to pick me up at...
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Wow.
Did my first shift at the club tonight. They're training me in the kitchen this week, then I'll move to the door next week. They want us to be able to cover both.
It was slooow. There's not much to the cooking. It's all deep fried food, so I just have to drop the stuff in the fryer. Easy. The manager came into the...
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Did my first shift at the club tonight. They're training me in the kitchen this week, then I'll move to the door next week. They want us to be able to cover both.
It was slooow. There's not much to the cooking. It's all deep fried food, so I just have to drop the stuff in the fryer. Easy. The manager came into the...
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Being Piscean, I ponder. It's the absolute worst thing for me to do 'cause I tend to be rather dark a lot of the time. 'specially lately.
I just got off the phone with my best friend (who I call Doc {long story}) and I realized, during our conversation, that the reason I've been falling in and out of "love" so easily lately is that...
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I just got off the phone with my best friend (who I call Doc {long story}) and I realized, during our conversation, that the reason I've been falling in and out of "love" so easily lately is that...
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I just finished a book because my roommate said that I had to read it. The main character reminded him so very much of me.
Having finished it, I see why.
The main character possesses certain gifts. Mainly the ability to see the dead. No, I can't see the dead. 'least I don't think I do. However, and this might get weird, be cause to...
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Having finished it, I see why.
The main character possesses certain gifts. Mainly the ability to see the dead. No, I can't see the dead. 'least I don't think I do. However, and this might get weird, be cause to...
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Ok, so... the 4th of July is and has always been my favorite holiday. More than Christmas. 'cause you don't get to blow crap up at Christmas. Normally I serve as chief pyrotechnician for my best friend's family and inner circle of friends. I direct the destruction of a multi-thousand dollar cache of fireworks.
This year, however, I took a back seat. A back seat...
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This year, however, I took a back seat. A back seat...
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stormsinger:
Oh... the cost of the show? $700,000.
Wow. What an insanely long, exhausting day yesterday was.
Mother called when I was in the last stages of my "I do not want to go to work today!" sleep. You know that sleep state where you've woken up four different times to look at the clock and then roll over mumbling something along the lines of "I"m not going."? Anyway... the news wasn't good....
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Mother called when I was in the last stages of my "I do not want to go to work today!" sleep. You know that sleep state where you've woken up four different times to look at the clock and then roll over mumbling something along the lines of "I"m not going."? Anyway... the news wasn't good....
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