starburn

I wanna lock you up in my closet when no one's around
I wanna put your hand in my pocket because you're allowed
I wanna drive you into the corner and kiss you without a sound
I wanna stay this way forever I'll say it loud

Now you're in, and you can't get out

You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
It's so...
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I found a poem called Starburn.

I am a pixie of miniscule proportions; I am the friend of both the dark and the light, long traveled paths and new beginnings. I am constantly in motion although I will often defy the motion and sit on a rock. I am false starts, procrastination, and self-doubt, but I am also naivet, vulnerability and potential. I as well...
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I look out in the backyard and I see half a dozen squirrels freaking out. It was wierd to see them all in one place like that, on the ground together, even if they weren't freaking out. That reminds me that I need to take the dogs out, they love chasing the squirrels. And honestly, I think the squirrels love being chased.
When we get...
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Thanks to everyone that wished me Happy Birthday. It was a wierd birthday, I didn't get much sleep so when all this drama went down it was hard to recover. I'm hoping to get to talk to my best friend before I get to sleep, but he's gone without a trace.
I've come to realise I'm a doormat and its my own fault. I just...
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I heard this song to day

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on


I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a...
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I may never find Mr. Right but there will be a fuckton of hot guys at my funeral.

I got a new pic up. Its a cell phone pic so the quality probably sucks. I'm doing a right. Did a lot of errands today. Got my shot hehe, I'm open for buisness! (thats a "that 70's show reference)

took about 2 months but i'm finally crying. My life is officially in the toilet. I'm tired of trying to keep my head up, I can't do it anymore, I can't kid myself anymore. I don't know why I wake up in the morning. At night I pray to god that he makes it so that I don't need anyone but him, but it doesn't...
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I met King and his wife for a movie and dinner. We saw Vacancy, it had a lot of potential but falls up short. Its not really worth seeing in a theatre. Then we ate at Chili's and got a chance to talk. I thought it went well hopefully we'll get to do something again soon.

My mind feels so clear and settled. Wonder how long it will last. I've been living with that on edge feeling for over a month, and for now anyway, its gone. I'm so glad I went to see chris, it was great therapy, thats what I feel so good about the visit even though it ended awkwardly. I'm so ready for a nap now but...
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I finally got my internet connection working again. It was lame not even being able to chat. It's been a crappy couple of days. Maybe now I can play Lord of the Rings Online without all the lag. I wish my tummy would get back to normal. I hope things get better soon.

Today was a great day, I finally got my new video card, and once again I have to resize my screen everytime I restart, I guess its something with ATI vid cards. Larry the computer guy says its one of the programs that starts when I start my computer. But it was fine with the loner vid card. He says he got me a gaming...
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