silentmayhem

my computer recently got bombarded with viruses. i haven't been on in a while. i'm sorry i miss my SG sooo much. please friends message me and i promise i will respond as soon as i can. i been working a ton too. i'm working very hard on toning and exerising. i'm determined to get my sets in review.

i had the day off from work. usually i get something accomplished on days off. i feel soo lazy. ima go read a book. bye bye Sg friends!

i had a good day today. i learned some new tasks at work. i am recently preparing for my manager's maternity leave in june. i think i can cope without her. she realized today i already do all the things she was supposed to be training me about. she just never completely saw how much i do around the shop. she is very scatterbrained and...
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i am just sitting in front of my computer, sitting here in my skiivies. wondering should i cook dinner now? wtf
i wish i could get drunk tonight but i gotta work tomorrow morning. i am tempted to drink but don't think it will be worth the hangover. i can't wait for wednesday. because then i will be off thursday.
my oh my are my...
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had an eventful day. took care of some gardening. woohoo . it was such a beautiful day. i can't wait til my wildflowers grow. i still miss my dog-yoshi. she ran away friday. i hope she found a new loving home.

soo last night i had freaking devilishly-happy fun out with my beau and wonderful friends. it's so hard being new in an unfamiliar town. i love that i am slowly but surely meeting new people. this town is not as bad as i felt it was a couple months back. i even behaved for the most part. those around didn't seem to mind the occassional...
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so i'm digging on all these fun little groups you can join. it's exciting to see others enjoying the net playing thread games
i always knew there was way more to do on the net other than gayspace, facepunk, twatter and porn
oh wait i love pictures of beautiful naked women!!!

i am crawling back into bed. i took me a sudsy bath. got my Sg fix (for now). and will be taking some more tylenol and dayquil. i smell like viicks.lol
i am officially losing my mind. yes the illness has caused delirium!

so i spent all day in bed except when i got the energy to play some ps3 kung fu panda. i was feeling better when i went to bed last nite. i even went to bed early. wtf? 10:30 is extremely early for me.
i woke up this morning feeling worse than yesterday. i mean you know you're sick when those crappy syfy movies actually...
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i finally get two days off in a row. and i'm terribly sick. i'm all about rest and relaxation. but i didn't want rest to be a vital necessity. i wanted to tend to my garden, plant me some daisies and water my tulips. just my luck.
i can't even get outta bed without the room around me swirling beyond recognition. i tried to watch...
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whata fucking day. only 6 hours but dammit felt much longer with all the little tedious errands i had to do. i just wanna scream at them fuckers "LEAVE ME ALONE WITH YOUR NONSENSE BULLSHIT QUESTIONS!"
ARGH....
okay i vented. i feel waaay better. i just feel bad when i can't get my frustration out when i'm working. feels like a tiny ball of anger...
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i had so mcuh fun last night at the local redneck dive bar. lots of shots, laughter & love. i want more nights just like last night! i hope to go out more. i realized how much of a recluse i've been lately. i want to make an attempt to connect with the quiet town folk surrounding me.

it's amusing how squimish religious folk can...
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