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My awesome weekend was long overdue. On Friday I had a wonderful date. *dreamy heavy sigh* Yeah, we saw Todd Rundgren. He was so spectacularly odd and deliciously quirky...
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this picture of you is soo hot!
thanks for telling me to go, I owe you one for that
I have been an SG member for quite a while. A "middle skooler," from May 21, 2003 to be exact. My profile has changed very little in almost 2 years. I had my first profile picture, changed it after a week, and haven't changed it since. From when you could only choose 3 favorite SGs, I still have been true to those...
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I rotated my SG's for awhile, but I've settled into five I love. Not sure if I'll change them just yet. I absolutely adore Malloreigh. She is tops in my book. And, Sophie is a close second. Quinne is still hanging in there. She was the reason I joined the sight. How could I not?!?
Sleep well.
Being the narcissistic human being I am, I often analyze myself and think about what I like and what I can improve. I do this every once in a while cause I like to be as good as I can be. Yes,...
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But, yeah, it does get easier to accept yourself as time goes on. A lot comes with maturity. And, the realization that you'll probably never look any better or feel any healthier than you did at 21. Waagh! Do the best with what you have baby!
Well i didn't have the pleasure of my dad embarassing me, he passed away from cancer when i was 12. best dad ever tho! really close to my mom so nothing embarassed me untill she went thru a drinking phase and went out to eat after with all of us. taht was the only thing.
I never thought of any kids think of me as embarassing, neices, nephews, cousins, they all love to have their friends over or come to town with them to say "See he's the best, you will never be bored!" i wish i could have that now. I'm working so much and get tired easily so i don't see them so often. some are embarassed when we watch movies, some say i'm loud and i do "get into" the movie too much. i'm not this guy, "Oh don't do that!" me, I laugh out loud, and say "Yeah!" "NO!" and stuff like that.
sorry Schoolgirl the the long comment... :|
Untouchable
The curse surges through your body
Passed on by your very touch
The mere feeling of your fingertip on their flesh
Sends chills through their bodies
...to the base of the spine
... chilling to the bone
You turn them away
For a slight brush of your lips on theirs
Pushes them away with every ounce of force in the universe
Wanting nothing to do with you
Labeling you a creep, wierd, pariah
So you embrace the curse
Revel in your own madness
Knowing love,
But never finding it
... feeling it or receiving it
Wanting and waiting,
You make it a joke
Amusing others with your pain
"Knock knock"
"Who's there?"
"She stood me up"
"She stood me up, who?"
"She stood me up, again."
Again, I must reiterate that I don't think I'm all that good, but you wanted to see it. Also, I'm hardly that angsty anymore.
[Edited on Apr 22, 2005 9:21PM]
I adore when people stop by my journal and say sweet things. I thank you for being the wonderful person you are to find it in yourself to take the time to go to the comment box, type something clever or complimentry, and hit submit. You have been so kind and supportive to me as I have been in the last year...
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I am in the mood to play on the boards lately. have you noticed a difference in the quality of threads since the warning was announced? I kinda find it better.
So, with that, I don't really want to write a journal but I did want to make an update. an update with a really old picture. rather oxymoronic, don't ya think?
This...
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In my family, we express affection by trying to make you fat.
I had the most wonderful Friday. *sigh* it was great in a million ways. So as I drink my cheap wine and eat my godawful rice cakes, I sit here, review, and share my day with you. my friend, acquaintance, my random reader. I love you no matter who you are.
Yeah, Friday. My babysitter had an emergency and I had...
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we need an "awwww" emoticon.
k mood change.I'm here on the puter for hours not being able to sleep too but i can click and type Forever.
Kisses
Hope to see you soon.. if maladjusted( he should have my cell..if not i have his) wants to hang we should all get together and do something silly
big hugs and kiss noises