melley

Hello SG Land

I'm SO FUCKING BORED...so I decided to write in my blog!!!

So my bf and I broke up... I had to dump him, he was getting kinda abusive. He always yelled at me for the most stupid things.

So I have kinda been falling for this boy in my physics class. Hes almost 2 years younger then me. He's in grade 11...
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Hey SG land
Yesterday I did an SG shoot for the June Contest. It was so much fun, and it was shoot by ariel_love . We did it on a public beach though so it was kinda hard. One of my friends had to keep watch, well I took off my clothes on the Beach. I stoked though the pictures look hot! I am going...
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The world has been set right. A plus size model, who doesn't look very plus size to me, won Next Top Model. I am so happy. With all the people in the modelling industry wanting models to be a twig, it feels good that finally someone with some booty was picked!

I am so stoked for this weekend. ariel love and I are going to...
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Happy Mommy's Day,
or as my mother calls it Slaves Day, only because she thinks everyone hates her, even though we all got her gifts, and spent the day with her. Nothing is ever good enough for my mother.

On a better note, I will be doing a shoot on this weekend with my friend Karen. Who is getting an SG account tomorrow. We are...
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So I have heard feed back from my sets...I need less pictures, more poses, and a whole lot of ass. I have figured out my next two shoots and I think I have gotten a better idea of what they want. I have two shoots booked for the end of May, I thought this would be the best time because I would be smaller then...
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Oh so I've had it. I used to be smaller but I gained a lot of weight this year, and I can feel it. I am promising here and now that I am going to try to get back to the size I was, or else. I need to spend less time on the computer and more time doing other moving things lol

So today...
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So both of my sets went up today. And honestly, I really love them, weather there SG material thats for you to decide. I had a really long day, the funeral was today, and I don't really feel like writing a large blog right now, but for sure tomorrow I will pure my heart out, lol. Lifes a weird thing, Well I love you all...
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I can't sleep so I tried writing sometimes it helps.
Your Gone, Lost, Fallen
Taken with you, apart of us.
We still hold you.

You made us laugh, made us cry, and sometimes made us do the unthinkable.
But all in all you always were a positive impact on our lives.

Were will we go from here?
What will we do when your not there?...
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Hi,
Its me again. Still sore. Its going to be ok though. I have lots of friends and family who are supporting me during this time. Tomorrow is Spencer's visitation and my paintball buddies and me are all going together. The first time I will see Spencer in his formal wear will be when he is in his coffin

Right now I'm trying to focus...
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Ok,

I had to write a in my blog cause I just don't know what else to do. I just called by boyfriend, and he sounded really different. I asked him what was wrong and he wouldn't tell me until finally he told me "Spenser is dead"

Spenser is the field manager where I play paintball. He has been a friend since I was 12....
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So I am crazy sick!!! I did the photo Shoot with Alvina last night. It was so much fun. Shes so pro. We`re hoping to get our set in for the contest or April (sexiest Duo). I hope it will make it in time. It was soo much fun, and I really think we can get it to go live.

Hopefully will have some preview...
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So tonight was my semi formal, and I looked hot lol. I got my hair done, and make-up done, thanks to my friend jess. I had so much fun except.....I have a boyfriend, and he couldn't come cause he's in university and university students aren't allowed in high school dances. So ya I danced and then I saw this guy, I have had a thing...
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