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I think I've completely prepared myself now that I've seen The Day After Tomorrow... all I need is some snow shoes, some demonic wolf mace, some penicillin, and a public library. I may end up being the only one left... better throw masturbation on the list too...
januar:
move and you DIE. well ... aren't you s'posed to die sometime after January anyway?

you can't do sh*t until your lease is up, son. til then, i gotta brave your stupid speed bumps.
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I've noticed people on this site really like to use these love to show that they think someone's hot. Seems a little played out... so if I'm using this instead mad to show that I'm ANGRY, so so ANGRY, that I don't have a hot girl like you. Watch for it, you might be the one, you lucky lucky girl wink
januar:
ARRR!!!

how about that???

"AAAAAARGH!!! i'm so mad that i can't get at your booty!!!"

edited to please your triflin ass ...

[Edited on Sep 05, 2005 3:34AM]
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( | ) ARRR!!! <- Butt Pirate... he's after the booty
januar:
here's my comment.

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I stood outside and watched you through the glass, sitting infinately more motionless than the anxious soul you preside over. In peaceful beauty, in quiet sadness, you read your pages. But it's apparent that the written words occupy little of what's on your mind. I've often wondered if our time together was a window to greater joy than history had to offer, or if it...
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In other news, I think I might have hurt my friend (insert pouty, teary eyed smiley here). I love her, and I think she knows that regardless. I just hope she can understand that I don't really yet know what it is I'm trying to accomplish here, and it's as confusing and painful to others as it is myself. There's no intent by it, just...
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januar:
well geez, i just spent 3 hours talking to you, so no point in melodramatic comments ...

last night did kinda suck. it's funny, but as flaky and noncommittal as i am, i HATE it when things don't go as planned. i guess i feel like if i commit to a time, then ....

yah, i'm not sure what's been going on lately, but there's definitely been a much different vibe.

hope it goes away ... like the carefree wind ...

[Edited on Apr 24, 2005 12:28AM]
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januar:
yay! you wrote.

so my question is ...

do you feel better when you feel needed?

your post reminds me of a song in Jesus Christ Superstar ... so close your eyes, pretend you are Jesus and i am Mary Magdalene, and here we go (on a sacrilegious journey, no doubt) ...


(Mary Magdalene)
Try not to get worried
Try not to turn on to
Problems that upset you, oh
Don't you know
Everything's alright
Yes, everything's fine
And we want you to sleep well tonight
Let the world turn without you tonight
If we try
We'll get by
So forget all about us tonight

Sleep and I shall soothe you
Calm you and anoint you
Myrrh for your hot forehead, oh
Then you'll feel
Everything's all right
Yes everything's fine
And it's cool and the ointment's sweet
For the fire in your head and feet
Close your eyes
Close your eyes
And relax
Think of nothing tonight


in the really bad versions, Jesus just lays on the stage looking cuddly. try it.

and if this is really how you feel about life, then i just want you to know that i think there are 12 stages past this one and that you eventually end up quite happy. and it has little to do with "settling", but more to do with acceptance.

-the neo-hippie.