I can handle a lot of things...more things than probably most people. I've attempted to kill myself a couple times in my life. Both were when I was younger. Living with severe depression since age 12 will do that. Since then I've considered ending it all on an almost constant basis. There are more days where I think about it than there...
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viper362:
Sometimes it helps to write/type your feelings down because it's a form of release. Keeping things inside can be overwhelming at times, I'm going through that at the moment, but the physical abuse I endured as a child at the hands of my stepdad, has enabled me to handle a high amount of physical and emotional pain. That doesn't mean I enjoy dealing with it, but, it is what it is. I think this site kinda gives everyone the forum to express themselves unlike those who are currently in their everyday lives. Your openness is a breath of fresh air. It takes courage to write your feelings sometimes.  I don't know you, but those in your life who love you and appreciate your friendship will keep you in their lives regardless of whether you think you smother them. Good friends are hard to come by. :)

When Chatters are asked about what chat was or how you and your S.O. met or whatever, it's always kinda hard to explain in a way that the person will really get it. That's because chat was really something special. A once in a lifetime place where people came together and made friendships/love connections that will last the rest of our...
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grumpyoldbastard:
Love ya
kiley:
I'm so sorry for your loss :( 

Ok, so I'm trying really hard not to jinx anything, but as of right now, life isn't going too bad. Kinda good, actually. Rogue and I are doing well. I bought a bike to ride....eventually. I'm eating healthier because of the ease of it with my new steamer. I'm running again for the first time in years. I've already...
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