helter_skelter

The new year has started off wonderfully! Everything has been going my way. I got a raise at work yesterday which was completely unexpected, especially considering the fact that I've only been there for 2 months now. I feel like I'm on top of the world. Like everything is mine for the taking. I can't remember a time where I felt so in control. I...
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I was supposed to return home today but my flight was delayed, thus postponing my return to sunny southern California. I've had a great time over here on the east coast. The weather has been frighteningly cold, but I've enjoyed it none the less. Being able to see all of my family for the holidays was really the best gift I could have received this...
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Since I won't be online for the next couple of days I just wanted to wish all of my friends here on SG a happy holiday! I work until midnight tonight and I have to head out to LAX at 4a.m. tomorrow morning for my flight. I'm so excited to see my family, I didn't think I was going to be able to spend it...
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It's official, I'm going home for the holidays! I really needed some good news in my life. It's not going to be as long as I had hoped but the fact that I get to go down at all is good enough for me. I am not, however, looking forward to the weather. Well, maybe a little bit, but only because it's been 8 years...
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The holidays just don't feel the same without family to spend them with. I'm used to being in a house fully decorated, Christmas tunes playing throughout the day and my dog dressed up in holiday attire. I don't even really feel like it's Christmas. Living in California it's always warm, which isn't a bad thing it just doesn't feel the same when the holidays roll...
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Today is my day off, it shall be spent playing video games and stuffing my face. I've really been burning the candle at both ends the last couple of weeks. Sunday night I went to the bar after work for my co-workers birthday and ended up getting completely hammered. I guess I threw up at the bar and went into the women's restroom at some...
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So I survived Black Friday! Ended up working an 11-hour shift because it was so busy. I got home last night and could barely sit on my computer I was so tired. I've been so busy lately, I really don't have time for anything. But busy is good! It keeps me from being in my head.

Thanksgiving was nice, I ended up going over to...
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Recently I feel like I've really been coming into my own. I feel like I'm finally able to step out of my comfort zone and it's magnificent. I've always been a bit self-continuous about my body weight because for as long as I can remember I've been a pretty lean guy. But as I grow older I'm starting to embrace it. It's just the way...
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With you out of my life skies are blue and love is real and true.
You fugly brat! You pussy cat!
Who ever thought shit could shine like that?
So glad you stabbed my back.
(The blade when I turned my back)

Go away!
I'm through with you and all the games you put me through.
You're old and slow. I'm fast and new.
Go...
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Jesus Christ, that's a pretty face
The kind you'd find on someone that could save
If they don't put me away
It'll be a miracle

Do you believe you're missing out?
That everything good is happening somewhere else
With nobody in your bed
The night is hard to get through

And I will die all alone
And when I arrive I won't know anyone

Jesus...
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