9th_sage

Here's hoping...as I have next week off I'm really wanting to try asking Chrissy out, one (probably last, if she turns me down) time. I've a feeling I'll chicken out though. I've made great strides in the past few years as far as building my confidence goes, but women...man, women get me every time. My brain just turns to mush and I forget whatever it...
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So, been awhile since I've been here...why do I have these stints where I don't come here then all of a sudden I'm here all the time?

Anyway, for anyone who might read this, I did ask out the wonderful Miss Chrissy from my work. I got a resounding...

...maybe. I think she's interested, but she's just unsure of it or something like that. I'm...
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Indeed, not much going on. Trying to get the old personal life kicked into high gear. It really is not a good thing having all this shyness about me, and having this old baggage circa my ex girlfriend hanging about still (only a little, but still...what a mind job).

I must venture out into the world, yes...venture out and seize the day, or maybe just...
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So anyway, that situation is resolved. I don't think that she expected I was going to call her on it, I think she thinks slightly higher of me as of late, and anyway we're friends.

On to something else.

I keep hemming and hawing over this interesting gal at my work. I really should just ask her if she has a boyfriend and be done...
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No one reads this...

Aw fuck it. I'm in one those moods where I feel like I could become one of those mad geniuses ready to blow the world to tiny bits on the drop of a hat.

It's just this one girl...she and I dated a few years ago. She was an absolute bitch to me last night on the phone. Mocking me, everything....
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I feel a bit better...it's amazing how much a full night of sleep can change one's opinion.

I don't know...having a bad night really. You know how it is more than likely...friend talks about her personal troubles, you guys talk, debate, you begin feeling bad about your failed relationships as much as she is...

Queue the spiral into madness.

I wish to thank Miss Cherry and my friend Lars as well for ending up, wether they mean to or not, cherring me...
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Hmmm...

I already have a weblog, but perhaps I should enter something here also.

Thought currently on my mind: This one girl, on an IRC channel I frequent is very cool, and she's something of an exhibitionist. She likes to put up pictures for us to purview sometimes. Now, her once boyfriend is on this IRC channel too, and he's become really bitter about her...
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