13lackcat

Yesterday my mom and sister got in a car wreck, i hate cars..they are fine, but the car isn't. I hate humans so much, i think i'm going to try to fix my machine and tattoo my hands with cat stripes(probably a bad idea, but i can always get them darkened if they turn out splotchy) I don't care what anyone thinks about my looks,...
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Well I finally got my new bed, umm that's not really exciting, but that's all that's happened...I just read a couple volumes of Ceres, it makes me cry and want real life to be as romantic, sometimes i'm an anime freak hehe

I went to see MSI day before yesterday and it kicked ass, i love that band so much. Yesterday I went to see my friend's band DCX play, which was also fun. So I've been out more than usual.

I already feel different than this morning, that's what you get if you wake me up at 4 in the morning and expect me to get ready to go somewhere without enough time. Well, and me just being unpredictable. haha i amuse myself

Somehow I managed to ruin my family's trip to the zoo with my unpredictable moods, I really did want to go, but I couldn't make myself. It's been 10minuets and already I wish I could take back my thoughts. I'm clearly an unfit mother and should have all my animals taken away and be left in a dark room by myself...

Had a scare yesterday, Xerxes got outside and we couldn't find him all day, finally we found him meowing under the tractor, i felt so bad he was under there for so long, but i'm glad that we found him..i don't know what i'd do if i lost him.

Rainy days make me have mixed feelings. I love lightning, I want to run naked in the rain and just watch it. But then for some reason they also make me think too much and when that happens it's hard to get out of bed..I'll get over it, but *sigh*

My dad came home again today, it will just take some getting used to(but then he's leaving again soon). We just came back from eating at IHOP. And clearly i don't have anything interesting/useful to say.

I think Xerkie is peeing on things or maybe it's Bali cause she's jealous. Any way the animals are making a mess. I don't want to make him live in a cage...couldn't sleep again last night, sleeping on that inflatable matress is damn uncomfortable..i think it's time to have a grand adventure, something fun and exotic..if only i had money..as much as i'd like to...
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Hung out with two of the only few good people yesterday, we went to the mall. Then my mom, a friend, and i went to eat at the best thai resteraunt. I saw the most beautiful boy there, again one that i'll never have, but he's the one that gave me my name. Well i just woke up so now i need to create something...
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I've got to get a more normal sleep schedule, I feel so blah..I'll take care of my animals in place of having a bout of mental illness..so umm off to kill some mice(no, seriously, it has to be done)I could also look forward to watching Queer as Folk tonight, it's the little things that I try to focus on to stay sane.

Well I got rejected from SG(not just the set), oh well i tryed..maybe i'll try again in a year or so..i couldn't sleep last night either and now i feel kinda sick..maybe taking a nap will help.