hi.

not too much going on. my back is fucked up again, which means i have a bum leg.

i realized i am indeed aromantic last month (pretty much, the way acedad explained it was "if you have felt negative towards something your whole life, it's not for you", and I have been romance averse my whole life. . .so yeah). my life has been...
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samihain:
Sorry to hear about your back. I hope it heals soon. I'm dealing with neck and knee problems on my end. 🥲
0jotarobrando0:
I've had that too. Shit is no good.
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It was kind of a last minute decision.

I hadn't really been keeping track of it, because I couldn't find a listing and when I did find one it wasn't at Alamo . . .and then this weekend came and I had nothing to do after catching the homies Reeking Aura, Replicant and False Gods on Friday night. I caught the 4:45 in Nyack, that...
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8

I used to hear about Monster a lot.

This 74 episode murder mystery anime with the greatest villain ever in the genre.

Episode count seems a little daunting, but I always had it on my list to finally watch one day.

What I didn't realize is that had I actually looked it up and tried to watch it I would have had a hard time....
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10

I have felt quite a bit better in general so far this year. Being in therapy since last fall is helping, playing shows again is helping

...probably also helps that I realized I was asexual back in October.

yeah.

I felt like my whole life up to then had been a fucking lie.

So much shit I would have avoided experiencing, doing or saying had...
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6

I should be desensitized to all this horrible shit by now. *shrug*

I am a little bit desensitized, actually . . . .just a tiny bit.

I don't get shocked anymore, at least.

don't get sick, ya'll.

slow down.

9

everyones gonna be sick of my voice by the end of 2020, you hear?

my actual band THAETAS put out an album Friday on Maggot Stop Records

it's fucking crazy this happened.

https://thaetas.bandcamp.com/

cds are out now, cassettes next month, vinyl in October.

!!!!!!!!!!!

pretty sure there's still death metal people on this site. . .right???

12

i have been seriously overemotional the past few months.

overemotional and constantly horny.

i fvcking hate it.

user997870:
I am also very emotional too I am already like that It seems that now it is worse and I am very emotionally shaken.