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bellabellabelladonnakillz gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta kill!

120 mins (show kicked ass!) of cardio later....some funky throat nonsence, really why do i sound like a donkey? nakedness but no cam, fun fragments, hooray for incomplete thoughts. word salad tossed with aphasia dressing, insomnia insomnia xxxxxnghafphj;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

sober: yes

dissapointed: perhaps

long story, mo drama, fixation, obsession, loss of identity.....need to mooooooooove, are we there yet?















still...
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okay so this thing never gets updated, its one thing to post about your life, it is entirely another to moan and complain which is what it seems i had been doing for the last 3 years and that is lame. my life is really awesome right now, just so you know. valentines day is approaching, i am single and guess what, IT DOES NOT...
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holy crap, i forgot about this shiznit. Not that much has been going on rather same issues but dealing with them in a mature manner (i guess) kill the pain, kill the pain, kill the pain!!! umm, almost done with coursework, pass or fail, i am done, haha. the one thing i do dislike about this program is the inability to talk about it w/o...
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you would think after 4-6 years of dealing with people the same way, i would have learned from my mistakes....WRONG...what better way to celebrate going back on anti-depressants (tomorrow when i get some insurance) on my SG journal. so, dealing with problems, i did what any reasonable person would do...internet shooooping!

so, yeah, starting to do more with the the DJing stuff, bought a crapload...
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woah what did i miss...

much connectivity issues...been pretty busy with stuff...finally, and with a new compy, even! not much going on, really. well some stuff, but its a SECRET!!!!

freestylin jamz: i find serenity in denying my reality to reaffirm my security with my insecurity, my self image my waist sucking down into that black hole like those holes in your brain that you...
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Frost said it aptly, "no...she isnt she is a cunt." regarding the destruction of katrina. my apartment was completely destroyed, but it has gotten to the point where it does not bother me anymore. it was just stuff, i have survied. as cheezy at sounds, the whole thing is reminiscent of quotes from "fight club": "only after disaster can we be ressurected, its only after...
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katrina is a bitch!!

i like my women like i like my coffee....


ground up and in the freezer!! mwahahaha...gotta love some t-shirthell.com!! been so long, dont know where to begin really. have a job, well sorta. i am working for the university and they are going to give me an assistantship. so its really cool cuz instead of racking up more student loans, they will actually pay me...
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Sorry, we don't have that much to say...Yes the "royal" we like the dude...man, she kidnapped herself, man! sorry didn't mean to subject yall to movie quotes

moving in 12 days, gettin a place in the LBG, YO!!!! if you dont know, dont ask, because i barely know, haha. straight thuggin yall, need to find a job pronto. rents only gonna be about 375 which...
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lol, today isnt my birthday, it is in ten days....retarded me put in the date wrong...

like my new favourite girls? Brie and I formed a non-official clubs of Old Skool chicks who have less than 5 sets...we still love the site as much as the girls who have taken more but for some reason or another *cough*flakey photographers*cough* do not have any more than...
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