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ron4164:
smile Nice photos.
lavendir:
Holy geeze you're cute!
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maddie:
haha this isnt a beach its a waterpark!! we went to all the parks, was fricking amazing!
both Universal`s, busch gardens, aquatica, disney hollywood studios, downtown disney, old town orlando, sea world the whole kapoosh!!!!!!!!!!!! GOING AGAIN THIS MAY!! WEEEE!

and to the dude thats visiting the UK, where are you going? expect to be cold as fuck!!

Maddie x
goatsauce:
saweeeet shirt!
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totem:
You're back babes! Yay!
robertbluesman:
you can start anytime you want! it's free.
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hammer963:
amazing voice!loved the video!smile
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SO, its been a while!!!

how is everyone?? i hope the new year brought some happiness somewhere, as it didnt my end frown
its been a trying few months, so havent really been on with anything which sucks.

i was just looking through some old SG pics and suddenly im buzzing to do another one, got abit more ink and ive lost abit of weight so...
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zebrah:
wow i must say you are gorgeous! <3
guitar47:
So sorry to hear your news we are all here for you xx
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HOLLLYY SHITTT!!!

its been way too long!! frown frown im so sorry for vanishing for ages, so much shit going on its actually ridiculous. none of it good really either haha yayyy.......

how is everyone??!!? excited for christmass. i frickin well am!! well. it good either be one of the worst or best christmases ever, i hopes its the best <3

ive got an addiction to ebay...
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peck:
I don't like x-mas very much, but I really adore the and of autum. Is soooo nice here ^^
Specially, when I have your pics to fight against this cold... tonguetonguetonguetonguetonguetongue
You're in love with Paula (agree, is soo beautiful) and I'm in love with you biggrin
Hope you enjoyed H.P soooooo much (I did) and have a nice week
kiss
sweetypea:
You are so damn pretty omg!! I hope you had the bestest christmas ever!! You take beautiful pictures, and look gorgeous in them <3 Thanks for sharing them, hope to hear more from you soon!!

Kisses!

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brokenhouse:
paula's set is amazing... the photography is beautiful
i wish there were more black and white sets on sg smile
kryptik:
New set! New set! biggrin
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hungery13ear:
"Pinchin!"
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thankyou so much to everyone thats been messaging me and commenting me, it feels like ive got more people that care on here than in real life. which is kind of sad :[

you are all so wonderfull! and i love that your taking time to write me long messages about what you are or have gone through.
life is so shit. it feels like...
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theaceface:
Guess what? Real life is not so different from the SG community. Everybody here hurts, loves, laughs, feels anxiety, pain, pressure, and exhilaration. It's as real as you want it to be.

And you are very well adored. smile
carrioncrow:
we all must find our own inner peace, i wish you the best of luck finding yours, this book helped me find mine =)

http://www.amazon.com/Meditating-Mandalas-Help-Peace-Awareness/dp/1844831175/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1286186040&sr=8-1-spell
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i feel like my whole world is falling apart.

i can actually say for once in my life, everything is absolute shit.
seriously, there isnt one good thing going on. im on edge every second of every fucking day and i only need to be slightly pushed and im in tears. im snapping at my parents all the time and as IF they need that...
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xheartswornx:
I know what you mean. Anger, rage, sadness, and everything between the lines.
I'm going through a bit myself because I've been single for so along that I feel more alone than ever, I see my "friends" once every 4 or 5 months between working every day and pounding myself (heart, soul, and mind) into the ground deeper and deeper with each breath I take in this life. I won't drone on about me (I do enough of that in my blogs and just had my ranting the past week through it).
The real point is... we do all go through our own similar pains and problems. No one is immune.

Behind it, though, you do have friends who do care (just look at some of the comments for a quick example).
You've got some amazing emotions and brainpower... and soul(!) behind all those current thoughts of yours.
You've got an amazing smile that cheers me right up when I take a quick peek at your sets to get a little cheer for myself.

If you're anything similar to me, you probably won't easily grab up the words I (or others) may say and go on about things as you are now, but it's important to at least listen (or technically read) these words.
While human and sometimes having shitty advice or saying things that are easier said than done, we're all still human and we all go through the same garbage, too.

Just breathe, take a look at some of the good things that have been and could come to be. Awesome sets, cool friends, neat toys... whatever. Sometimes it's those things that help ground us when we remember those times. It ain't easy and I know it because I'm trying desperately to grab onto something at this very moment myself, but coming from someone who feels pretty damn low I can tell you that you do have some good things going and need to keep that all in mind.
It'd be a shame to lose that heart, mind, and soul to something as irritating as these emotions.
Plus, we'd be losing out on that smile. That's as bad as being a cloudy day 24/7 and never getting to see the sunshine. I don't know about you, but I do like to have that sunshine to remind me of the good things in life and you could be that sunshine (not just to me).

I hope things get better for you soon.
mylene:
Hope you'll feel better shortly, hugs!
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xheartswornx:
But of course. wink
theverticalarms:
ah, jeebs! better get it in before my membership runs out!
if not, i'll just have to renew it!
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HEELLLOOO MY LOVELIEESS

im sorry ive been gone for ages, my laptop started smoking so i had to wait to get a new one but im back with a bloody thumping headache BOO need a spliff nomnom

how is everyone doing then? ive missed so many wicked sets going up, tell me which ones youve seen that you bummed and ill have a gander and...
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mindriot:
I'll keep my fingers crossed for you to win the lottery smile
kryptik:
geez louise you are cute!