kaliva

Love & lust, such an intense set of emotions, can drive one to all manner of irrational behavior. Some kill for it, while others willingly receive the reaper's touch in protection of it. It may simply be a mix of chemicals in the electrical webbing of our brain or an emotional fate driven by destiny, star written deep within the cosmos of time, but almost all of us submit to it in the end. Oh what a sweet submission, though sometimes bitter in hindsight, that invigorates something primal deep within us. Every touch seems so much more sensitive, every kiss, intimately deeper than the depths of the deepest oceans. These feelings and experiences come in many varying degrees and flavors, they also carry different unique attributes between men & women. The experience I write of today though, is about my perceptions of intimacy between two unique women, Niffler and I, and of our own submission to one another. First I'd like to say, when I commit to a multi, I do so with my heart, for reasons of compatibility both emotionally and if I harbor a yearning attraction to my set partner. If my heart can't submit to her, I won't take part in a multi, its simply that way. When I shoot a multi, I will always do it out of love and the opportunity to feel each other's heart. Niffler's heart..Thats a feeling that could encompass entire galaxies. I can say from my brief experience, shes a sensation an immortal would remember for a millennia. From that first approach, I studied her smooth cream skin as I guided my fingers up to the delicate straps on her bra, she reciprocated tracing her nails gently down my sides finding her way to my hips and beyond. Sparks amassed inside me, looking upward, our eyes tenderly met. The dance started. Her mouth, the purest water. I wanted to satisfy my thirst with her lips, to shower my body in the tender caress of her lips and tongue. The way our height difference allowed her to apply a caring & protective dominance over me while standing, pressing my head to rest against her soft breast and hypnotizing me with her beautiful calm heartbeat as she stroked my hair. Kissing and tasting her skin, relenting complete control of myself over to her with absolute trust and yearning for more. It's one of the most intense feelings I've ever experienced and a submission of my body I'll never forget. - Kaliva Suicide