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Feeling a little discouraged. It's dumb, really. I feel like I keep having crushes of various degrees (in one case, real feelings) for people I can't have. And by have I don't even mean "have" exclusively, just tangentially, really. *le feeling sorry myself w/out real warrant sigh*

I have a paper due two days ago...heh, have an extension until tomorrow morning. I better work on...
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Well, two days later but re: last post, mission accomplished. Or should I say emission accomplished. ha. My favorite part was slapping him in the face

And today...today I shall get laid.*


*or at the very least have some very hot make outs. but i remain hopeful.


Disappointment edit: Nevermind.

I want to jerk off, but it's so cold that I don't want to take off my pants. Undercover doesn't work so well for me, can't explain it.

It's a conundrum. Or cum-undrum if you will (you shouldn't).

Life is sweet. Making new friends. Reigniting sexiness w/an old friend (which means a cute, cuddly girl in my bed a few times a week =). Re-reading Ariel by Sylvia Plath. Seeing Watchman finally Friday. Spring break video gaming and utter laziness. Mindblowing g-spot orgasms. Life is sweet indeed.

I posted pictures in the Masturbation Group. Boobs are orbs of happiness, vaginas are magical wonders and you should check out (more recent pictures of) mine.

A friend recently reminded me how of much of a verbophile I used to be and of the feeling of writing something that affects others in some way. .2 of the 4 friends that have read my poems said that one or more of them turned them on! I find that so cool, because it wasn't even my intention, and most aren't overtly sexual.

I've...
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More vanity...

My extra-clawed mutant kitty got a little too into the pettings the other day, started slipping off the back of the couch, scrambled across my face, and dragged my laptop to the ground, breaking a piece off of it (it's OK). My face doesn't look too bad, but the two scratches on my lips really stung at the time. This is by a...
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For it is not inertia alone
that is responsible for human relationships
repeating themselves from case to case,
indescribably monotonous and unrenewed:
it is shyness before any sort of new,
unforeseeable experience with which
one does not think oneself able to cope.

But only someone who is ready for everything,
who excludes nothing, not even the most enigmatical,
will live the relation to another as...
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On Monday I had to put one of my kitties, Mo, to sleep. He had deformed kidneys, and I was able to keep him comfortable for a while. But it got to the point that nothing was helping, and he seemed miserable so I had to make the right choice for him. I miss him so much. He was a very sweet kitty, even when...
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