I can't WAIT for Hell City Phoenix in two weeks! I get to re-unite with a bunch of my SG Favorite ladies, as well as meet a few new girls whom I've been waiting to meet for a while! Not to mention getting to sit pool side in the heat for three glorious days. Oh vacation, how I lust for thee.
Let me start this blog by saying that I absolutely adore my son, and would do anything for him, including giving up all my freedoms and loves for the rest of my life if it meant it would keep him happy and healthy.
But my life is incomplete. Although this may seem impossible to most, I loved dancing.... Read More
Have you ever thought of burlesque or a burlesque show, some thing that could be organized 3 or 4 times a year. It would give you that opportunity to express yourself creatively through dance and running a small business as you already do with your sewing. Also what you do for a living, fun or creative expression does not
define you as a person, you could be a doctor and still be a real asshole in life (and I've met a few), or be a dancer and be a wonderful human being.
This is going on right now in Toronto, just an idea.
If your son grows up knowing that you sacrificed your dreams, your talent for him. There's a chance he'll believe that's the right thing to do. But, I'm sure that you love him and want him to have everything his heart desires, as he grows and becomes a man.
The best way to prove that to him while making the best life for yourself and him is to continue following your dream as much as you can while still making him a priority. Which means you should get out there and dance. Erotic Dance, Burlesque, pole dance instructor all are good ideas that everyone else has expressed...
If you follow your dreams the most important thing at first is: Screw what people think about you. Friends, Family, and outsiders who judge you... They don't know you. And more importantly they don't have that right.
HAPPY DADDY'S DAY!
It's Ben's first. He got BBQ'd steaks last night. A breakfast burrito and Starbucks for breakfast. He got to sleep in... and he's getting a massage on Wednesday. He made out pretty good, I'd say
WHAT HAS PISTOLITA BEEN UP TO?!
Well, you know, besides birthing, I've been busier than ever with my sewing business. Its been booming, and in demand moreso... Read More
Lately it seems that my life is divided into two categories. Big "ups" to things, and big "downs" to things. By ups, I mean: props, kudos, hell yahs. By downs, I mean: boos, wah-wahs, and WTF's. For instance....
Ever since I've had Olivia I have wanted to run away to some rural area and raise her. I don't want her to grow up in a city where 4 out of 5 juvi arrests are kids bringing booze, knives, guns, and drugs to school. It seems like my brains is on a whole nother level now. It's kind of scary.
Glad to see Mr.Levi is doing well though! He's super cute!! And you look AMAZING!!!
I don't remember where 22, 23, and 24 went... but apparently I'm 25 this year. Incredible.
Nothing, even my quarter century birthday... seems important anymore. Nothing compares to giving birth, and the arrival of the baby, so every other event is just kinda.. "wah wah".
I don't even want anything for my birthday. My baby daddy woke me... Read More
That happy fart dance is the best thing I've ever seen!
Hmmm...I'd say my best birthday was my 21st (cliche I suppose), but I was with my older sister in Miami. She threw me a party with a pinapple upside down penis cake and danced with me all night, it was amazing .
I imagine when this baby comes his birthday will be a lot more fun than mine!
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