I am no longer making jokes and laughing about this whole situation. I tried to keep my wits about me but I no longer can withhold my sadness of this situation any longer.

I got a notice today that they have scheduled my oncology appointment for january 5th.

I never thought I would have to type or say those words.

I wanted to also say...
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greendayboy:
Super Beautiful painting! 
almost_missed:
Been hoping for your better from the day I've read about your condition. Fingers crossed for your operation. Also I really do adore your art. Have you thought of selling them? I wouldnt mind buying the second one off you.

Yesterday I opened my first bill from Mayo Clinic. I haven't even had any of the procedures I am scheduled for. I have my first one Friday. No thanksgiving for me either because I am having a colonoscopy and an endoscopy. I am allergic to anesthetic, so I am very scared. Anyhow I got my first bill..... Its over 22,000$. I about had...
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moxy:
@petit_prince_ And I you, my very dearest friend <3
moxy:
Thank you t the rest of you as well of course.  I am just trying to mentally sort myself out.  it's not easy.

Update: Tumor needs excision. Dr admitted that it is actually growing "impressively fast", and that they wanted to do a vestibular balance test and wait till the cardiologist clears my heart to make sure I dont need a pacemaker or something. This will take a couple of months and I would assume by the new year they will be ready to make a move. He
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zen:
Sending you so much love, darlin. You will beat this thing <3
tonni003z:
deplorable drump dumor for the tumor. what are all your real options for a safe recovery

I have been waiting for a year and a half to get a decision on this brain tumor.

Well' tomorrow is the day.....

I see the ENT in Jacksonville about this tumor. A few have asked, and to put it in to perspective, you had something the size of a regular chocolate M&M growing inside your brain on a nerve sheath. Now less than a...
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libris:
I hope they take that thing out ASAP, and wish you good luck! You'll be in my thoughts.
irontiger:
Good luck, hope they cut that shit right out of you

Could this week get any better....

I have a consult this Thursday with the ENT at Mayo to decide what to do with my tumor thats growing.

I'm so nervous. And now......I have a broken tooth. A result of the diet, deficiencies, and the crazy amount of antibiotics I have been put on over the years.

AHHHHH

I'm good though. Ill fix...
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catdad:
Wishing you the best.  {hugs}
almost_missed:
Vibes and hugs coming your way! Things will be on the brightside soon I'm sure ^^

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moxy:
its been two years, I just quit doing anything with it.  I need a salon visit soon...
tonni003z:
please don't, i needed to say it. your hair frames your face amazingly sexy

My computer back.

What is everyone doing?

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godfather:
Better now
moxy:
basically, just homework.  because i have to.

I just booked my mom a flight down here for mothers day!

I just went ahead and did it for 10 days i don't think shes checked her email yet :P

I cant wait till she see's it haha I had to share somewhere :)

<3

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fctbrk:
Nice....I flew a brother up from FLA once for my mom's bday....she loved it!!
catdad:
I hope you and your mom had a great Mother's Day.  :)

What is your favorite memory from the last 5 years.

What is your favorite memory as a kid?

My favorite memory recently was when I had a party a few years ago for my birthday and all my friend were still alive mostly. My friend dru died a couple months later from years of heroine addiction taking over. Many followed including my best friend just...
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tactical:
Those are some great memories, hopefully you're making new favorite memories every day... My grandpa was pretty awesome as well, he is definitely in some of my favorite childhood memories...
tali79:
Your story made me think about and miss my grandpa. He loved growing fruits and vegetables in his yard. I used to help him when I was young.