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so a cry in the dark? we're in counselling, or I am anyway. L has joined me for one session and has agreed to see the shrink on her own for a few times. its interesting to hear how messed up I am. Profoundly sad was the shrinks opinion, why? well we're working on that. L is rather surprised I am doing this. and in so doing is warming up to me again. things have been rather nice the last few days. seems there is a little more understanding between us, more then there has in many years. funny how talking with each about "us" when there is no worry of hurt cause one can't really be hurt anymore allows for an openness not seen in years. I hate baggage. we are trying to figure out how to dump it.