I'm sorry about your stage fright. If singing is still your passion, I hope you can find a way to express your talent in ways that are comfortable for you. The photo here with the orchestra is very impressive. Do you remember what you were singing here?
@creamcuffs I was singing the mezzo aria Domine Deus from Vivaldi's Gloria. It was in a music festival. I could sing because the light was very bright on my face and I couldn't see the audience.