xxxholic

I decided that I am not going to relax my hair anymore. I have been going back and forth for almost ten years, but I have finally decided. I am just over straight hair. No one on this planet prefers me with straight hair, including myself, and including my mother. I am going to texturize for a few months and then I will decide whether or not I will start dreading.

I wish I could get out of this feeling stuck phase. I feeling really sad and tired. And lonely.

I feel as if everyone is tired of more or hates me. I feel that maybe I should stop talking. Or go away. Or something. I don't know.