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thought i'd give everyone a small update. got my first tattoo, spent 6.5 hours on it so far and it's not done, i'm told it's only 1.5 hours left but who knows. and here's what it looks like

after first sitting

after second sitting


actually realized that just because i may not hang out with people i know in real life doesn't mean they aren't my friends, and i currently consider myself to have 3 real life friends, and a handful of people who i enjoy their company.

i recently realized i have my first crush on someone i've known in real life in about 4 years. haven't made much progress on it, but i've gotten myself saying hi to her first, and i actually complimented her in person, which i think is the first time in my life i've done that due to my shyness. so yeah i'm making small progress and such, trying to be a little happier than i've been, and i hope it lasts of course, i dunno it seems like a different day, it's the holidays and i'm not in a down mood so i guess things are looking up.

but really the main reason for the post was i wanted to let people see my tattoo.