that lonely feeling invades my heart. the thoughts of her sneak into my mind. i'm trying to feel better but am i trying hard enough? am i forcing myself to be stronger or just hoping that i am. i'm putting on a happier face but am i really happier than i was, or am i starting to numb? the tears come more when i'm exhausted but there's not always emotion connected.
Chat the past two nights has made me contemplate my leaving only slightly, but if i don't leave then i won't get anywhere new. and i need to move on and change for the better.
Bachelor party next weekend, which means another day for me to get wasted. hopefully the girls are beautiful
. and uhh boobies in my face wouldn't be too bad either.
Chat the past two nights has made me contemplate my leaving only slightly, but if i don't leave then i won't get anywhere new. and i need to move on and change for the better.
Bachelor party next weekend, which means another day for me to get wasted. hopefully the girls are beautiful
. and uhh boobies in my face wouldn't be too bad either.VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
Are you really going?