x_doug_x

well, it ain't gonna be me hugging you

Big hearty handshake, I can do that! Manly pat on the back - fersure!

Hug?

lol...

Doug... not in a gay way, but if you need a reassuring hug, I will come over and give you a hug.

I'm serious. I know some of the emotions that are overtaking you... and I understand the need.

Peace.

--Dave

That, my friend, is the way life works. It's neither fair nor nice, and if it gives you hope, it gives you so MUCH hope you haven't a clue what to do with it all, and THEN it takes it away .

I was listening to a thing on NPR about the feddies entrapping some poor salesguy into making a stupid arms deal - but nobody (even him) could figure out WHY he did it - he'd never made an illegal arms deal in his life until this happened.

My theory is he did it cuz he could - if you say "yes I can make that happen, now give me money so I can go buy the stuff for you!" enough times eventually it either really happens (by some miracle) or they give up and go away - either thing is not bad and leaves the salesguy ahead.

Usually what really happens is lawsuits and lawyers and other bad things (in this case the guy got busted for abetting terrorism, which was neat since the only people he ever really talked to were from the US government in some form or another), but salesguys don't think like that, they think "I CLOSED THE DAMNED SALE - Yay ME!!".

Occasionally you get the "holey shit, NOW what" but mostly not.

That's sort of what you have to do, if you want to come out ahead. Try for both and hope like hell they both don't happen .

Anyway, that's bad of me, I don't typically give advice but anyway, there it is ... I'd not take it if I were you .

thank you!!

oh, jesus.


it was people that I don't think really like me and stuff.


now you hate me.

thank you for the bday wishes

() watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
() drive me somewhere/anywhere?
() listen to me if I called you crying...even if you were out with all of your friends?
() buy me a drink if i didn't have money?
() sing car karaoke with me? (I'll even take you to the karaoke bar!!)
() sit in the doctor's office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
() re-post this for me to answer your questions?
() let me give you a piggyback ride? (if you REALLY wanted to)
() come pick me up at 3 a.m. because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere

did it. you twisted monkey.

It could quite possible be one of those movies that... I had this really cool pretentious phrase that would explain the movie well. but i forgot it and it's on the tip of my tongue. Dammit.
One of those movies that really only hit home for some people...
But my original phrase was much better

And what I got out of the movie is this: If I could really go back and erase something. Comepletely gone. Forever. Would I?
If I had erased it and then was at the beginning would I try again?

And: There is no way you could erase someone completely. there linked forever to a bajillion memories.
like:
ravioli
bullshit!
the smell of old spice
skateboards
etc
etc

Well, does anybody know?

Really, it's OK not to know, ya just sorta take a wild stab at something and move forward (or backwards or stand still - its all good in the end, because it all ENDS at the end ) - The world is just a giant "whatever" moment...

Well THAT was really cheerful and uplifting! And I could keep on going, but I won't

OOOOh you removed me from your friend list!!! I was only gone a little while!! I had no money but now i do so it's all fine and dandy!! x

ME TOO.

i SO MUCH just don't want to care about anything anymore.

Eh -- it's not all it's cracked up to be .

But if you insist - start now, by the time you get to be my age you'll have it down pat!

Again - I'm not saying it's a GOOD thing

Well, we suck. Moods / days like these are horrible.

Pig?

Go chicken?

take it one day at a time - it'll be OK

And even if it's not, you won't have worried about it TOO much, cuz - you took it one day at a time

dude umm, wow and do what you feel when it comes to your relationship, if you feel like you are being led on then let her know it and hopefully she will understand that you need an answer.

I'm fine. You got a new gf yet or what?

well yeah, I didn't think yours was one of the votes there was going to be a question on

I'm torn, man.

I think I'd go with dynasty because dream woman I can find on my own -- dynasty you can rustle up on your own -- so the legend has it

congrats bro, best of luck with all your endevors