wsoxfan

I want to thank those of you who made the last few days more bearable with your love and compassion. As i've said in the past. I don't know what i'd do without you. I had one last good cry yesterday. I actually had hope that i'd handle things better this year. The truth is that just the opposite happened.

I owed someone an apology. I'd mention her name except I don't want to embarrass her. She knows who she is, that's what's important. I've already apologized privately, but I want to do it publicly as well. I'm truly sorry. Thank you for forgiving me.

I have some pretty bad faults. I'm obssessive, impatient, impulsive, insecure, and worst of all, oversensitive. I wasn't this way until a few years ago, but can't seem to change no matter how much these things hurt me. When one or more of these traits bites me in the ass, I promise myself that i'l change, but I never do.

I'm sure i've lost friends because of these things and had some close calls as well. My overreaction could have caused me to lose one of my dearest friends. I keep repeating the same mistakes over and over again. I don't know how to stop. This really sucks.