If you all are close, I really think it is a time to give your daughters a call. I think they'd want to hear from you if you're feeling this way.

I agree with velvet_petal. Be well, my friend.

Please take care of yourself. I care about you.

? what cant you take? whatever it is, it will pass eventually..

Please try to keep your spirits up. I am truly sorry for everything that has happened to you; for all that is now conspiring to beat you down.

You are an exceptional person - many people care and are very concerned for you.

Is it time to consider relocating, any further reasons to
stay in the Apple? Could this transition time be easier if
you were surrounded by familey?
Carry on.