earlier...i was thinking...this is its product...or am i it's product? I think my sympathetic nervous system has developed a consciousness... I have the ability to view its thoughts and emotions - simultaneously subjectively and objectively. I don't have control over this ability... Sometimes I can experience its thoughts and emotions and sometimes I can't. I can't explain it. I don't think it has control over this either. I'm not sure, but I don't think it's aware of me. I don't think it knows I'm watching. Sometimes i get confused...sometimes I think its thoughts are my own...This creates horrific paranoia... When this happens I think that is when its awareness seems most lucid to it... or maybe the converse....I wonder what it thinks about this... I want to ask it...I'm going to try to contact it, to open up the lines of communication...get some dialogue going...Introduce myself maybe...I hope it's not hostile...
fetish:
awww thank u!