Today was just one of those fucking days man... All kinds of shit going wrong, my life still fucked, and now I've got my father telling me what a loser I am. All I wanted was someone to talk to, and of course the useless fucks I know are all nowhere to be found. I actually broke down today too. And there was no one around to help. Today was one of those goddamn days that if I were a weaker person I wouldn't be alive right now. It was fucked up.
For the first time in god knows how long I broke down. I managed to hold it together the whole day for my nephew's birthday. I kept it together when we got home, made it to my room, and finally found myself crashed on the floor in tears. I was shocked at the tears. So while tears are flowing I'm on the floor laughing maniacally.
Fuck, now I'm that much closer to complete insanity. I seriously hate my fucking life, and 'm pretty sure it hates me back. Goddamn it all.
No fucking way I'm getting to sleep now.
For the first time in god knows how long I broke down. I managed to hold it together the whole day for my nephew's birthday. I kept it together when we got home, made it to my room, and finally found myself crashed on the floor in tears. I was shocked at the tears. So while tears are flowing I'm on the floor laughing maniacally.
Fuck, now I'm that much closer to complete insanity. I seriously hate my fucking life, and 'm pretty sure it hates me back. Goddamn it all.
No fucking way I'm getting to sleep now.