I mean, I understand how thought processes should work and the physical aspect of the brain and its 'cellular' network and all that kind of jazz...
but yet, it's as if my brain, my mind, doesn't work properly - at least, in comparison to how it seems to work in others.
I call - and as far back as I can remember have always called - it "thinking sideways" when my mind 'kicks into gear.'
weirdly, I always end up with an accurate end result ( presuming there is one for the particular thoughts in question )
BUT the getting there is the part that is pure effluence, that really shouldn't lead where it does
my mind makes connections that simply shouldn't connect and gets me to the proper result
in a winding internally-garrulous fashion that oft includes the most trivial and only-vaguely-sensical-to-the-situation minutiae
I've wondered if my brain even wants me to be able to re-follow the path I took to get there, so weird the wildways are !
"thinking sideways" - because it is definitely NOT thinking... well... directly.
hells, I've had conversations that segued from this-to-that that somehow ended up back at the start of the conversation hours later, leaving both myself and conversant suddenly awed at how we re-reached that point...
was it purposeful ? well, subconciously purposeful, then ? *shrugs* I have no idea.
ANYways... I'll leave this post where it barely ends, as it would only circle back unto itself in due time
aye, it's been awhile since I've posted ( since vacation ended ), but I haven't done much of anything other than the usual to even post about if I had desired to...
so sorry to disappoint, but ... eh, you'll live.
so...
Farethee well for now, my lovelies and gentlefolk, until next I grace three with mine absurdities and mental wonkiness <3 :)
twittage ( whether you like it or not )::
5/24 :
final day of vacation and already having to fight the laziness.. hells, even slept in until 6:30 because I didn't want to get off the couch
suddenly extremely tired/exhausted - probably a good thing, since in 8hrs I'll be waking up to return to work... was a good, lazy vacation!
5/26 :
news this AM: N0bama claiming world leaders are 'rattled by Trump' - some are the very same leaders that (still!) think N0bama is a joke !!
not surprising these same news articles mentioned N0bama's "accomplishments" including the 'Affordable' *coughs* Care Act ( N0bamacare )
Trump clinches the presumptive... so we don't have to worry 'bout a Cruz nation - now we have to worry about a Hillary/N0bama2.0 one *ugh*
5/30 :
methinks an evenin' walk is in order to burn off some of this early-b'day Olive Garden meal with the girls ( Clio's b'day is tomorrow ) :)
6/4 :
it's supposed to rain a bit this afternoon, but otherwise decent - tempted to take "the long walk" and make it a movie day in Plymouth...!
8hrs, 13.5 miles, one movie, few showers, and 2 downpours later, this exhausted, sore, wet rat is gonna strip'n'dry
6/7 :
along parking lot to work: line of tobacco, shred cigarette, tobacco, shred, repeat... either someone's quit or is looking for the prize..!
6/8 :
4 1/2 miles, a haircut, and beer & wings later, I think I can relax and enjoy the rest of the day indoors and maybe watch a flick, neh?
6/9 :
ah, sleep-memoria, sometimes you suck... you decide to replay the various times I've been PO'd at someone throughout the night? wth, mind?
6/10 :
going to be 100° with "intense humidity" and they declare a heat advisory with air quality warnings? noooo... y'think ? //sarcasm//
Past Couple Weeks' Random Playlist ::
Blue Öyster Cult - Spectres ( entire album )
The Birthday Massacre - Nothing & Nowhere ( entire album )
Billy Squier - 16 Strokes: The Best Of ( entire album )
In This Moment - Black Widow ( entire album )
In This Moment - Rise Of The Blood Legion: Greatest Hits ( entire album )
Rolling Stones - Forty Licks ( entire album )
Angel Witch - Angel Witch ( entire album )
Angel Witch - Screamin' N' Bleedin' ( entire album )
Angel Witch - Frontal Assault ( entire album )
Andrew W.K. - I Get Wet ( entire album )
Andrew W.K. - The Wolf ( entire album )
watched recently :
via netflix/hulu:
Lost Girl (5th/Final Season)The Flash (2nd Season)
Game Of Thrones (5th Season)
Are We Done Yet?
A Wrinkle In Time
Ghost Adventures (Netflix)
Arrow (4th Season)
Lucifer (1st Season)
Deadbeat (3rd Season)
Jinn
Banshee Chapter
American Slice ( aka Roundabout American )
Money Shot
Dark Skies
Supernatural (5th Season)
ownedflix:
Top Gun
Days Of Thunder
Deadpool
The Book Of Life
Legend
Disney's Descendants
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (2014)
Disney's The Lion Guard: Return Of The Roar
Buffy The Vampire Slayer (1st Season)
The Cabin In The Woods
All The Boys Love Mandy Lane
Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows: Part 1
Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows: Part 2
via theatre:
X-Men: Apocalypse
-thom Wolfox sR Rhose
unusualist - I have yet to find a religion and/or spirituality that fits my own personal beliefs... other than, of course, the fact I am a (fallen) god.