wolfangel

It is my grandfathers birthday today. he is...seventy-three. Had to do the math--which is what I have been reduced to to figure out my own age the last few years. Sometime around twenty-four birthdays started to loose all relevance. Now I usually only get gifts from my mother.

Anyway, it was my grandfather's birthday, and I did not go visit. I am starting to get more and more reclusive. I have no desire to leave the confines of my abode. Not quite to an anxiety phase, just full blown apathy.

I spend too much time by myself.

I will get up early tomorrow and try and be productive. Make a list!

-take bike in for tune up
-swim 500 m
-defrost freezer
-paint trim downstairs
-visit library

A small start. If I can manage to get my ass outta bed before 9AM, then half the battle is won...

later