Hi Blog,
I dont have any completed artwork yet to put up, but should have something by the end of the week or by next weekend at the latest.
I have a lot to say and have no idea how to put my emotions into words so this will be just a short note with a promise for a more detailed message later. I went to the doctor on Wednesday and found out my PSA level was okaywhich means I probably DO NOT have prostate cancer. I believe, from the urologists reaction, that I dodged a bullet on this one and should live a little longer anyway. At least now I can plan my summer activities as no more tests are needed until September!
The whole process waiting a month on pins and needles, wondering if Id be dead in six monthsall of that anxiety and stress, plus the unbelievable stress of working in a horrendous school where behavior is out of control and there is NO FUCKING support from the administrationthe reason why I am NOT signing my contract for next year and leaving that schoolARGH!!!!! I get so worked up just thinking about it.
Any who, I had some time to think, especially about where my life is, where its going, and what I should be focusing on. Thats the hard and emotional part and something I need to work out. I know I need to spend more time doing things that make me happylife is too short to waste a minute. So, I will order my thoughts and emotions and be back at some point. I do know that I love many of you here very much and feel so rich for counting you as friends and fellow travelers on lifes journey. For you I am eternally grateful. I have mentioned you by name here before so I hope you know who you areyou will always have my love and a huge part of my heart.
Take care, stay safe, love each other, and dont sweat the small stuff!
Cheers!
Bruce Leethats right, my real name is BRUCE LEE LOL!
I dont have any completed artwork yet to put up, but should have something by the end of the week or by next weekend at the latest.
I have a lot to say and have no idea how to put my emotions into words so this will be just a short note with a promise for a more detailed message later. I went to the doctor on Wednesday and found out my PSA level was okaywhich means I probably DO NOT have prostate cancer. I believe, from the urologists reaction, that I dodged a bullet on this one and should live a little longer anyway. At least now I can plan my summer activities as no more tests are needed until September!
The whole process waiting a month on pins and needles, wondering if Id be dead in six monthsall of that anxiety and stress, plus the unbelievable stress of working in a horrendous school where behavior is out of control and there is NO FUCKING support from the administrationthe reason why I am NOT signing my contract for next year and leaving that schoolARGH!!!!! I get so worked up just thinking about it.
Any who, I had some time to think, especially about where my life is, where its going, and what I should be focusing on. Thats the hard and emotional part and something I need to work out. I know I need to spend more time doing things that make me happylife is too short to waste a minute. So, I will order my thoughts and emotions and be back at some point. I do know that I love many of you here very much and feel so rich for counting you as friends and fellow travelers on lifes journey. For you I am eternally grateful. I have mentioned you by name here before so I hope you know who you areyou will always have my love and a huge part of my heart.
Take care, stay safe, love each other, and dont sweat the small stuff!
Cheers!
Bruce Leethats right, my real name is BRUCE LEE LOL!
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zebrah:
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