whodovoodoowedo

so last nights dinner was awsome, went to the outback and hod the bloomin onion the victoria center cut filet with shrimp off the barbie. a couple margaritas and things turned out pretty good. It was nice to spoil myself and my bestfriend, apparently i need to do this more often cause i enjoyed it very much.

on another note, the ex called last night (we broke up on good terms) and her mom had been admitted to the ER and she was all flustered about it her, B/F was bing a dick and she was unable to sleep. She wanted me to bring over my cologne so she could spray her teddy bear with it(apparently this helps her to sleep) So I had no problem with that. So i get over there, and she lays down with some music on, we talk and she wanted a back massage. I told her i couldnt do that for her so instead i took her hand and massaged it and lightly tickled it. I ended up having to leave though cause this was the first time in a year that i have actually wanted to be with her again. something about it dont know what it was but the feeling was there. i sooo wanted to just lay down next to her and cuddle but I couldnt, she has a b/f and i had to keep telling myself that, so i got up and left. Its so wierd to have those feelings agian, although i think that was just one of those passing moments. anyway thats it.

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