i unfortunately was the living dead in many ways until only around a year or so ago. it's very complicated and something i would rather not remmeber, and even if i could [thanks to the weird ememory system that i have] it wouldnt be in much detail. but short version is that everything was good then i just kinda disappeared into myself, weird things happenned and i decided to break out. high school was defiantely what caused me to encase myself into a metaphorical box of sorts. SG helped me realize that i didnt have to live like that...