waxangel

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I've been feeling extremely low lately, which is a little odd considering that school just started and I'm usually a bit manic for the first couple weeks of class, then the depression hits and I end up dropping classes or just not going.

When I feel this low it's really hard for me to do anything to make it better. I'm overwhelmed by everything. I just want to sleep all day and drink all night. And eat everything in the world. Like this whole bag of crab chips, two hard-boiled eggs, two cheese sandwiches and an entire thing of Zatarain's red beans and rice.

And I do self-destructive things because I hate myself. Which only makes everything worse. It's a vicious cycle.

I'm sick of being this way. Sick of being me. I have very little hope for the future. I feel like I'm alive mostly just because I'm afraid of being dead.






In other news, PSG still sucks.