vwwitch

started working for tha lady redoing her house .... its not to bad really ... insulate the attic was easy ..... shes a nice lady ... but im not used to the work ... my back and legs and arms r killing me .... anyway

still feeling the emptiness inside .... i guess im the kind of person that needs someone to take care of and love and be with .... im sure most people know what i mean .... i hope i find that person soon ....

well ive been going to the doctor for the last few months .... i have an infection they cant identify .... went for blood tests and they came back negative for what ever they were looking for .... then a biopsy which is how they found the infection .... then more blood work .....but this time the blood work i had came back and they refuse to tell me over the phone what they found ..... they said i have to come in and talk to them .... i dont understand ... after the first blood work they told me over the phone but this time they wont ... kinda worries me ... they did an HIV test and it was negative which i knew it would be but they wanted to rule it out .... i just really dont know what to expect ... guess ill find out monday