This year I gave myself probably the most important gift in my life. I decided what I want to be when I grow up. It happened a year ago, I found a university, called and found out what needs to be done for admission. Because I left the first university, I have no higher education.
In fact, I studied at 3 universities. I left school at 18. I sent documents to 2 universities, in the city of Syktyvkar and in the city of Kirov. I entered both, but my mother insisted that I go to study in Kirov. I studied for 1 month, I really didn’t like Kirov, I took my documents and money and came to Syktyvkar. My best friend lived there, we began to study at the same university. My family said that I was of age, so I had to find a job to pay my own bills. I got a job as a waiter in a bar. During the day I worked, and during the day I studied, or rather, I slept during the first 2 lectures. My English teacher did not like me very much and said that I should either work or study. Of course, I continued to work because my family did not help me. And I was expelled from the university.I worked for another six months, then returned to my hometown, began to live with my mother and sister, got a job as a dispatcher in a taxi service, and for the soul I began to study at the youth theater. I had to retake the unified state exam for admission. I again entered the correspondence course in Syktyvkar for the specialty "social and cultural service and tourism." I paid for the university myself.But after 2 years I realized that I didn’t learn anything new at the university, that this education can hardly be called higher, because everything that they teach me, I can google and study myself, that I won’t be able to earn big money in this specialty, because high competition. My family pressured me to get a degree, but I paid for myself and I did not want to spend money that I would never need in my life.I decided that someday I will understand what I want to do and do it again.It happened that year. I realized long ago that I was interested in it, I read a lot, but I thought it was too ambitious to make it my profession. But that year, I decided that I could do it. I again had to pass the unified state exam in 3 subjects: Russian language, social science, biology. I finished school 14 years ago. So I had to remember the terms. I will fly away to work on a contract in Thailand. Combining 2 jobs and preparing for exams was very difficult, 5 months seemed like 5 years to me. In June, I flew to Russia precisely to pass the exams. And I did it. I submitted my application for admission to the university. Today they sent me the documents on enrollment and an invoice for payment of tuition. I am very happy because the last 7 months have been very difficult for me physically and emotionally. And I am very proud of myself that I did it. In 4.5 years I will become a psychologist. Then another 2 years of magistracy, I chose the direction of sexology. I think that I gave myself probably the best gift in my life, I will study what I am really very interested in. You can also give me a gift by giving your subscription to my fansly or sending a tip ❤️
