Be healthy. It's a good hobby. Eat healthier food and get a hobby that includes exercise. When I lived in Sacramento, I started bicycling. I gave my bike to a friend before moving down here and I bought me some rollerblades. Due to recent health issues, I still haven't learned how to use the rollerblades.

Move back?

you should always try to make time for what you love

Hang in there. I'm still looking for my 'place.' Of course I'm not sure that will offer any solace. Finding a balance is key, but of course it's hard too. I know writing is the one thing that's keeping me sane at this point.