victoriaboness

I'm sorry I have been quite. It's been hard. I feel lost. I feel hollow. I'm sad, mad, confused. I want to yell, I want to hit things, but I also just want to lay in bed. I have been planning my big brothers funeral. My 33 year old brother. Something I never thought I would say. I'm so hurt. It's so hard being the strong one.

@missy @penny