I was just hanging out with Andi at the Beach Party the other night in Md, and I noticed the tattoo on the back of her neck and asked what it said. Her son's name. There's nothing more powerful than a mother's love. Truly heartbreaking.

I couldn't agree with you more. There are times when you watch someone who is ill for a while and you have the chance to come to terms with it, but it's times like this that really get you where it hurts.

I never had the chance to meet her son, and I've only seen Andi a few times in person, but she was always a sweet person with a huge smile. I feel so much for her right now.

...I'm still just waiting for this to be a very poorly planned april fool's joke or something of the like... i'm just begging it to be..

I keep thinking how I used to have to hide my keys because if he saw them, we HAD go play in my car. Didn't matter how cold it was, we HAD to go out there, and more often than not, he'd lock me out on purpose ... I love him and I'm missing him like mad... you just don't realize how much till it's gone... ya know?

I'm so sorry about such a solemn time. You were missed at the party. I hope to see you soon.