Thats scary....but i should prolly be worried that I found it good to know that is a peaceful way to go. Its like the other day me and Amilie were discussing quite calming that bathtime is always the time to reflect on life and it seems like a nice place to off yourself, doesnt seem so painful and disturbing when your surrounding my bubbles. So were fucked up! In case you weren't already aware.
I don't know I saw a guy get strangled out by my dad at a judo comp once and he shat in his pants (and judo pants are white) It didn't seam very peaceful to me I am sticking with the bath tub like valgal said or maybe gasing myself in the car, not that I want to kill myself I just like to have a back up plan.
Oh my god I'm so glad you are ok, don't every let some one do that to you again, that is to dangerous, I don't want to hear about something happening to you.