Ijust read your blog from a few back I hope you are alright kid. Frankly I think Austraila sucks but thats cause I was born here but we would love to have you back, we should get some ausy boy to marry you just for the citizenship I am sure there the would be someone willing to on the site. Have you got any meds I hear they work the treat for depression personally I suffer it out siting on the bottom of the shower floor baling loudly till the hot water runs out or some one comes home and catches me and then I just get all embarrased and try to pretend nothing happened. But serious see a doctor hay I know I hate them two but my brother did and so did a close friend and they said it helped take the pressure off for a bit till they soughted some shit out. xoxo Amilie