venna

I did, in fact, manage to get to the gym today, which is about the only productive thing I've done. Now that school commences again bright and early tomorrow morning, I will venture to say my week long period of doing absolutely nothing has indeed run its course. It's time to start waking up at a decent hour, making more of a fashion statement than PJ pants, and putting my dormant brain back to work.

I'm actually excited about going back to school, though. I've conjured up so many ideas for films this past break and I am kinda stoked about what may come to fruition in these upcoming months. Mentally, emotionally, and creatively I had been pretty much padlocked, but I have a sneaking suspicion that that's all changing. It's about time...really.

Sorry this entry might seem like a big Pollyannaism, but its true. Me, the eternal pessimist, has a new lease on life, if you will. A rosy outlook. And of course I fear that I'm going to fuck it all up, but for once I don't care. What you think. What he thinks. What she thinks. What anyone else thinks but myself. Can a get a Hallelujah?