What earth shattering experiences would you like to try, you thought you wouldn't get on a plane and you did to Europe and back. Pick an experience and we will work towards it.
So sorry that you feel alone all the time hate not being able to spend as much time as I should with you.
Not fitting into a social area is a sign of your individuality don't ever change that.
Is a plastic surgeon looking after you for your surgery?
As for the life thing, I get it, it makes sense. When I was in a similar position, I moved Interstate. When it caught up with me again, I started studying. Constantly running from it because I acutally have no idea how to fix it. I hope that you find a way, and soon. x
