I am just going to work and do my therapy and try to fill the time somehow. I don't want to curl up an die. If I do that I am giving into the sadness and I have allready been down the dark path that leads to with my ex. It took me to a scary place an I just can't go there again...I fear I would never come back this time.
I'm just going to sit out for awhile, I can't handle heartbreak again right now. I should have listened to you from the start and I am going to listen now. You did say it best when you said "stop trying to control the outcome and enjoy the ride".